Will be starting work on Monday. Sandy offer me to go back San Street to work & I agreed immediately. Thanks Sandy for the job :) I'll work hard to not letting you down.
Gf is coughing badly, she's sick. Hearing her cough, my heart ache. I'll buy Woods for her & force it down her throat. Hoping she'll heal fast yea. Tomorrow will be meeting Gf. Shopping shopping day ~ Intend to buy a shirt for her :)) Gf is playing her mahjong now. Hoping she'll win more more eh :) LOVES !
Friday, April 23, 2010
Met up with Jasper today. Went to Bugis to have MOF. Nice nice eh. After that she send me to work. That place like ulu ulu eh =.= Coincidentally, Jasper went with her friends to KTV pub was next to my workplace. Whenever I'm free to smoke, she will accompany me. Around 4.15am, Jasper went home to sleep. I know she's tired as she need to wake up early in the morning to work. Somemore, she's sick eh. 6am, I've finishes my work & I've to walk a uber long way so that I could catch a cab. But in the end, I on call-ed cab, so no difference luh. If I continue to wait for one, I don't know what time can i really reach home.
First day of work=last day of work. For don't know what fucking reason, I'm short of $150. I don't like the place that, totally don't suit me at all. I'm not out for nightlife work? Yes, confirm it is ! Kind of embarrassed to work as flower girl too. But nevermind luh. Over is over. Will SMS Jen to tell her that I'm not working anymore. Day life job suit me more :)
Somehow, I hope we won't be apart anymore. Somehow, I hope you're mine always. Somehow, I don't wish to lose you anymore. Each time I saw you, I just want to pull you close to me. To let everyone know that you're mine. Maybe I'm selfish, yes, I'm only selfish to others for the one that I love. Thanks god for letting me met you. Thanks god for letting me falling for you. No matter ups or down, I'm here with you, always. I'm a toxic to you & you're my drug. Lastly, Somehow I hope we'll be together again. I love you.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Back from Play. Drink drank drunk but I'm not drunk. laughs. Went to play with Abby & her friends. A seriously worst clubbing I ever had. She totally turned me off. FUCK UP !
Tomorrow will be starting my nightlife job. Will I get used to it? IDK~ But hope everything goes well for me. Nothing much to blog already. Night peeps
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Things have just started & it's ending soon. I'm sorry, I'm not a good gf. I did my very best to please you up but nothing helps. I didn't know how to express myself. But never ever compared about my past & now. What past have past understand? I hate people to compare how I treated my ex & now how I treated you. If I didn't mind how you treated your ex in the past, then why should you mind mine at all? When I tried to please you up, all you did was pushing me away & say I did all these out of guiltiness. When you say it would be better if you didn't knew me at all, if we didn't met & together. Hey, do you fucking know it hurts? When I heard it, I'm totally given up on you. All you think is I don't understand you but did you ever tried to understand me at all? Since you want things to turn out this way then fine. I'm not only disappointed in you but I'm totally given up. FUCK IT !
You says that your friends don't think well for our relationship cos' I'm still young & childish? Young doesn't mean that I don't go through much. I gone through much more than you ever gone through. If I'm childish so do you think you're mature enough? WHATEVER !
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Last Wednesday went to Arena until 5 plus reach home. Thursday went to Orchard cafe bar until 6 plus. Friday went to Bugis for steamboat until 5 plus. Today will be going to Thai pub, don't know until what time. Can you imagine how drained & tired I am? Sigh !
I'm in a dilemma.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Will be starting work on Monday. Sandy offer me to go back San Street to work & I agreed immediately. Thanks Sandy for the job :) I'll work hard to not letting you down.
Gf is coughing badly, she's sick. Hearing her cough, my heart ache. I'll buy Woods for her & force it down her throat. Hoping she'll heal fast yea. Tomorrow will be meeting Gf. Shopping shopping day ~ Intend to buy a shirt for her :)) Gf is playing her mahjong now. Hoping she'll win more more eh :) LOVES !
Friday, April 23, 2010
Met up with Jasper today. Went to Bugis to have MOF. Nice nice eh. After that she send me to work. That place like ulu ulu eh =.= Coincidentally, Jasper went with her friends to KTV pub was next to my workplace. Whenever I'm free to smoke, she will accompany me. Around 4.15am, Jasper went home to sleep. I know she's tired as she need to wake up early in the morning to work. Somemore, she's sick eh. 6am, I've finishes my work & I've to walk a uber long way so that I could catch a cab. But in the end, I on call-ed cab, so no difference luh. If I continue to wait for one, I don't know what time can i really reach home.
First day of work=last day of work. For don't know what fucking reason, I'm short of $150. I don't like the place that, totally don't suit me at all. I'm not out for nightlife work? Yes, confirm it is ! Kind of embarrassed to work as flower girl too. But nevermind luh. Over is over. Will SMS Jen to tell her that I'm not working anymore. Day life job suit me more :)
Somehow, I hope we won't be apart anymore. Somehow, I hope you're mine always. Somehow, I don't wish to lose you anymore. Each time I saw you, I just want to pull you close to me. To let everyone know that you're mine. Maybe I'm selfish, yes, I'm only selfish to others for the one that I love. Thanks god for letting me met you. Thanks god for letting me falling for you. No matter ups or down, I'm here with you, always. I'm a toxic to you & you're my drug. Lastly, Somehow I hope we'll be together again. I love you.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Back from Play. Drink drank drunk but I'm not drunk. laughs. Went to play with Abby & her friends. A seriously worst clubbing I ever had. She totally turned me off. FUCK UP !
Tomorrow will be starting my nightlife job. Will I get used to it? IDK~ But hope everything goes well for me. Nothing much to blog already. Night peeps
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Things have just started & it's ending soon. I'm sorry, I'm not a good gf. I did my very best to please you up but nothing helps. I didn't know how to express myself. But never ever compared about my past & now. What past have past understand? I hate people to compare how I treated my ex & now how I treated you. If I didn't mind how you treated your ex in the past, then why should you mind mine at all? When I tried to please you up, all you did was pushing me away & say I did all these out of guiltiness. When you say it would be better if you didn't knew me at all, if we didn't met & together. Hey, do you fucking know it hurts? When I heard it, I'm totally given up on you. All you think is I don't understand you but did you ever tried to understand me at all? Since you want things to turn out this way then fine. I'm not only disappointed in you but I'm totally given up. FUCK IT !
You says that your friends don't think well for our relationship cos' I'm still young & childish? Young doesn't mean that I don't go through much. I gone through much more than you ever gone through. If I'm childish so do you think you're mature enough? WHATEVER !
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Last Wednesday went to Arena until 5 plus reach home. Thursday went to Orchard cafe bar until 6 plus. Friday went to Bugis for steamboat until 5 plus. Today will be going to Thai pub, don't know until what time. Can you imagine how drained & tired I am? Sigh !
