Sunday, September 27, 2009
Changed phone :))))
hey hey
guess what?
I've change phone again.
I swear I'm not gonna change phone again
cos from this year around February,
I've changed a total of 6 phones already !
If I change again,
I won't deny the fact that I will be beaten to death
by my Bf :(
So candy,
STOP CHANGING !!
Lastly,
Happy belated 5 months anniversary
to Bf & I :))
And if it all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
the only dream that mattered had come true.
In this life, I was loved by you *
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Counting down 5 more days ...
Bf send me to work on Thursday
& he buy me breakfast.
& I swear the curry puff sold near
my workplace is extremely nice.
Much better than Old Chang Kee manzx.
You all should try it out & you'll agree with me.
Bf bought me a huge fake flower that
I saw at Comic Connection,
it's so cute luh
& bf say that he will buy me one every week :))))
Dyed my hair yesterday
& the outcome doesn't seem good.
Don't make a difference at all.
Waste my precious money !
Will consider to dye on next Saturday perhaps.
Audi last few days & guess what?
Mr Worldstar lose me at cc4
& I've screen shot it :))
Downloaded a few songs
& guess what?
I forgot to bring my thumbdrive back.
Ohh, ohh,
My precious cousin chalet is coming ...
& I think most prolly will be going on Friday
but shall see hows my planning with bf is.
& OH YEA,
my bf is coming with me :))
Miracle huh.
He don't usually like crowded places.
My mum says that my father scolded
that I've not been coming home.
Argh !
If dad really scold me,
I, the daughter of his sure rebel back.
@#$%^&*
When I'm home, he FORCE me to go out
& when I'm out, he scolded for not coming home :(
What a crazy father I have >.<
Baby,
5 days more to our 5 months anniversary.
There's happiness & sadness throughout
but what matters is that
through everything,
I learned to treasure you bit by bit.
& I know you love me truck load too.
HAHAHA !
I'm thinking of what to buy
for Bf for our 5 months.
Any SUGGESTION please :((
You're the one, through it all *
Sunday, September 13, 2009
My handsome lil one
2nd post for today
Play Audition for few hours
& now I'm seriously bored.
My bf is finishing work real soon
& waiting for his call :)
Yesterday bought hair dye for him.
He's stressing alot
cos' the color is too bright, too gold
& he says that he seem like a gangster now.
But I do think quite handsome luh,
gangster is a bit ><
& I've taken pictures of our pooh family,
they are so cuteeeeeeee la.
Baby,
I'm sad sad sad luh.
when you didn't get your hair dye,
you seem so disappointed.
But when I bought it for you
& you says that you're stress
cos' of the color is too bright.
Sigh, what can I do so that you're really happy?
Teach me alright?
Yesterday saw a big big fake flower
at comic connection
& I pester bf to buy it for me.
But he says it's too ugly luh, not nice.
So in the end, never buy.
But after that he say if I like it then buy
but i don't want.
Cos I don't dare to bring it & walk around.
Embarrassing><
My bf is crazy in love with Pooh Bear.
& his 10 year old pooh is so smelly.
But afterall, i still love all his pooh bear :))))
You're the one for me , through ups & down*
Tired tired & tireddddddd ..
Bf is working now
& I just woke up not long ago,
I guess around 5?
Please please don't call me a pig.
cos i slept over at bf house yesterday,
after eating, we watch TV until 2 plus
then I sleep, bf sleep at 3 plus.
Woke up at 9 plus & bf mrt-ed to work
& I mrt-ed back to home.
Slept around 11am & woke up around 5.
& now, I'm downloading Audition manual patch.
Stupid, I don't know what I press
& now needed to re-download manual patch.
Nowadays, Audition patch until really sucks,
the thingy keep hang. argh.
I miss bf damn real lot.
9 months later, here I come :))
I'm tired again,
should sleep more manzcxcxcxc !!!
You the one who held me up, never let me fall *
Saturday, September 12, 2009
phew !
WA YAYAYAYA.
Finally done.
Change blog skin
& I think it's really nice.
What's your comment?
laughs.
Took me real long to change this blog skin.
I hope it look good luh.
It's Saturday,
gonna buy hair dye for baby as surprise
cos I know he's disappointed
of not getting it
So as the Gf of his,
I shall do the job to make him happy.
Will be going Bf house to watch DVD.
Bought it on Tuesday
but never had the chance to watch it
so today I shall watch it !
Yesterday Bf send me home from work
& eat Macdonald for supper.
No, NO !!!
No more supper for me anymore.
Boo, if not I will become a big fatty la.
After eating
slack at my house downstair
until bf father send him home.
I'm totally crazy yesterday,
I dance & bf video-ed it
& after that we watch it,
we laugh like crazy.
Most of all,
Happy birthday to boss (TLF)
May all your wishes come true.
& last long with your gf :)
You're the reason for my laughter & joy *
*The time that I'm truly happy is the time that there's no quarrel
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Today off day,
tomorrow have to go back to work once again.
BORED !
Yesterday slept over at Bf house,
woke up at 9.50am & bf went to work
& I went home.
Reach home around 11.15
& went to sleep.
Bf bomb my phone at 5.30pm
& disturb my lovely dream.
Now, I'm using my com.
Audi-ing, msn-ing, watching vcds,
talking with bf & blogging.
Download Audition songs.
Epik high One & 1 minute 1 second.
Bf is nagging at me now,
saying that I didn't listen to him talking.
Saying I'm always busy doing things.
Blah, my bf is such an ass !!
180cfm Brown Eyed Girl you
Club dance(bf & I )
Couple FM
17 hearts
EDITED
I've level-ed to level 37.
WOOTS !!
Friday, September 4, 2009
Finally it's off day again.
Been few weeks didn't go shopping
with bf already.
But still, it's alright.
I can go shopping all by myself ya.
Bought a fairytale book for myself on last Saturday
& I've read it for 3 times.
Gonna shop for more later on.
Now gonna buffer my Final Destination & see.
Going to Tampines mall later on
to shop for cardigan & my books.
I'm so "educated" right?
cos' I've been reading books & doing
assessment for the past 2 weeks.
Aiya, all simply cause I'm too bored at work also.
Maybe gonna shop for coloring book.
So that I could color during work time =.="
lame !
Bf bought for me a Hello Kitty cup
& I simply love it a lot.
& oh, our ROM date will be changed to 25june2010.
Because I think that on my birthday
not auspicious all that.
Baby,
I know that you've given everything
you have for me.
I know you love me too.
You never let me felt lonely.
The time when I'll felt lonely
is the time I didn't see you.
I needn't have to elaborate so much.
I know you knew I love you.
*I'll never leave you alone*
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I a Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the
sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by
you
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into
my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of
you
Yuppes,
this song is dedicated to my
only love Mr Yean Chee Weng :)
I love you.
Argument have finally resolved.
*kisses*
* The heart bear no distances towards 2 person truly in love *
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Everything came to this point,
what more could I say?
I don't see the reason why
I should pick up your call this very moment.
Quarrels,quarrels & more quarrels.
I'm sick of it.
Everything I did for you,
you don't seem to see it.
You just only know saying that
my attitude sucks & all.
But the love, the effort
& the little thing I do,
did you ever see that?
You once said,
I'm just a grass to you.
Before together you take me as a precious gem
but after more quarrels occur,
you just take me as grass.
But still, I laugh it off.
The little pieces of paper,
written how much I love you,
wanted to pass to you on Friday or Saturday
but I guess it should be pass to
the rubbish bin already.
You never know your word can kill.
Your word can hurt me like MOTHER FUCKER.
I don't know if its your true words
or it just a moment of anger.
You told me you didn't know
what did you did wrong that you knew me.
It isn't the first time
you saying those harsh words to me.
I certainly know one thing ...
If you really love one person,
you won't even bear to say out
those harsh word to her.
At this very moment,
I just feel like crying
but I force myself not to.
I don't want to cry for you anymore, not anymore.
More than 50 messages received from you,
more than 15 missed call.
I won't reply nor will I pick up.
You never know how much you've hurt me
& I guess you will never know.
You always say,
put myself in your shoes.
But did you really understand me?
I don't meant to throw temper on you.
I'm just tired, freaking freaking tired.
Let the things remain unsaid.
Whatsoever, everything have ended.
I want nothing from you,
I just want to be alone.
Even if you're coming tomorrow
to my workplace to make a din,
just go ahead, I'm tired already.
4 months & 1 week,
it just ended just like this.
Anything that is meant not to be mine,
I just have to let go.
I know this is the time I've to let go.
The ring, I'll put inside the cupboard.
Take it back on Saturday.
You never remember how much
I put in in this relationship.
You only remember my attitude, my temper.
You never remember how much
you mean to you.
You never remember you said
before that your word is harsh.
You never know you hurt me deeply.
You never remember my good point,
you only remember my bad point.
You will never forget about
saying my ex-es.
& I hate to hear it.
Can you hear it?
My heart is breaking into pieces...
I know we can never
be back to the past anymore.
Because everything have changed
& the past is always the past.
Goodbye, my love ..
