Woot.Pay day tomorrow ~ I've hit my target for half a month cos' I just work for 2 weeks only. Finally my hard work is paid off. Wondering how much my pay is. laughs.
Tomorrow will be stayingover at bf house. So happy that he will becoming down to fetch me tomorrow. Actually is we need to get a mattress so he came down to help me. His single bed is too smallfor 2 person to sleep inso we decided to get a mattress. Received my green contact lens yesterday & today I bought 1 more blue one. My sister bought the same one as mine. The green color wasn't so obvious unlike the blue one. My next color will be either a green or a violet You are the oneI never knewI always wanted
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Another 140 to go~ & I'm gonna hit my target. Tomorrow is the last day. AMITABHA. Same as usual, my colleague is damn smelly >
Yesterday after work, went over to pool salon to look for bf. After that, went to Chinatown with his bro & sis-in-law. Around 2 plus reach bf house. That's all. Nothing much really happen recently.
I know we can't be like the past anymore. What else more can I do? I can only keep pretending that nothing happen. But it hurts. Can we really last?
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
PS: If you don't know anything, stop spamming my blog. My blog, my say. You have no right to comment me. I never invite you to my lovely blog, so don't act as if I invited you to spam my blog. Don't force me to report to the authorities one day.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO BF :)) 29 January is my beloved bf birthday. Let's sing a birthday song for him. Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to bibi, Happy birthday to you !
Returned home from work, I'm so tired. Nevertheless, I never failed to miss my bf every time. Yea, I hope we gonna last.
My boss gonna sack one of my colleague away. Apparently, No one simply can work with him including me & my sister. His attitude sucks, even towards customers. He smell smellier than feces. Imagine having a colleague smell like salted fish. When he took off his shoes, the smell filled the whole shop. You stand beside him, can smell the salted fish smell on his body too. Who can actually tolerate it? He loves to snatch people customer, so no standard of doing sales. He totally have no hygiene manner & his attitude really sucks. It seems like he didn't bathe for weeks. Amitabha.
Happy belated 9 monthsary to bf & me. Through ups & downs, I'll always stand by him. & I know he love me too. We may not see each other as often as we like. But whatever I do, Whenever I am, my heart thinks of you. As promised, I'll never leave you unless something grave happens. I love you.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Have been working lately & didn't have the time to blog. Reached home, I'm already far to tired to blog. Should be off on Friday but I changed to today. My eyes is too freaking swollen. Cried for the whole day yesterday.
Yesterday, Bf told me that his feeling for me have faded & he wish to go back to single life. Once I saw that, tears rolled down. I can't believe what I actually put in became nothing in his eyes. How come I do so many things, yet he doesn't feel touched at all. I took off the ring, changed the cake date to be collected. Anyway, I've ordered a cake for bf to give him surprise. In the end, he wanted a break. So I changed the collection date to yesterday. After work I rushed to take a cab to his house outside & put the cake on the floor. Sms-ed him to open the door & I go off. I cried heavily. My heart was in real pain, my whole body was shivering. He chase me to find where am I. He asked me whether I wanted to patch or not. But I tell him it's of no use since his feeling for me have faded. I won't be with someone whom feeling for me have faded. I told him, I'm working, didn't have the time to accompany him so his feeling faded. So what if in the future he went to army, he have more lesser time to accompany me, should my feeling faded too? He kept quiet. My sister tolded him off too. I told him, if I didn't work, how am I suppose to have money? are he going to feed me? then blah blah blah. After that, he told me his feeling came back. Because of what I've done for him, he felt touched. He told me none girls love him as much as I do. The stupidier side of me is when I'm in a relationship, I tend to put in my all. Don't wish to elaborate so long already. Everything have mended up.
Though everything have been mended up but I'm still afraid. I'm afraid things will go hay-wired again. How can I be able to trust, when he just let my heart go bleeding? I'm afraid I would kept a distance from him. I love him a lot a lot. But I scared I would hurt by him time & time again. Promises have been broken again & again. You told me you won't ever leave me before. You told me you would always be there for me. You told me you would die for me. You told me you would kiss my pain away. But all this promise, you broke it all in just a sms. I can't feel your love anymore.
*Why would you even wanto hurt me this way?* *Is it that whatever I done, you feel nothing?*
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Oh fuck it ! My computer have virus I guess. So I can't even go in to Internet Explorer, Mozilla & even MSN Live. I've to re-format my com someday. & now, I'm blogging at Bf's house. He had went to school so I'm being good for waiting for him here. HAHA. I'm waiting for my so called breakfast he's going to packed for me. So good right. LOL.
What's with the previous staff gone & the sales is picking up? laughs. I've been gone for some times & they're still talking about me? WTF? None of my friends buy their clothes at all. Because either they say is too expensive else saying it's too ugly. For me, giving me the clothes I must think twice. I don't think it's nice at all luh~ Even Recoil can beat them, their clothes is thousand times nicer :)) You know why I don't work well in your company? Because your commission is pathetic 1% only. No challenging at all. Plus it's so bored >< My current job I will be doing so great because their commission is thousand times better than yours. Though I haven't started work but I go in to GSMARENA to know more about phones. So I can learn more as soon as I can. Tsk tsk. You should go & think why your staff never work for long with you. BYE !
Will be starting work on Friday. Wow, kinda fast huh. I'm loving it. I'm gonna rot soon if I'm still lying at home. Will have less time with bf already but I guess he understands it. Cos' even he also says that my this job is better. Loves.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
FUCK ! I swear you would laugh till your ass upside down !
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
CONGRATULATIONS ! I've found a new job. Will be starting work soon on the 15th January. I'll be working in my real-blood sister company. WHO SAYS SIBLINGS CAN'T WORK TOGETHER?
I will "chiong" my sales. As because my overall pay will be a lot if I were to work hard. Last time in my previous company, I don't really communicate with customers & I don't push sales nor do I want to hit the target because the pay & the commission wasn't that challenging for me. But right now, my work is super challenging for me. If you hit more target, pay will even more than 3k. I must have the confident that I can get back the salary I desire :) I CAN DO IT !
Nothing much to update also. Last week went to catch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2. SUPER CUTE SIAL ! Went Somerset 313 walk. SO UBER BORING SIAL ! Early in the morning went K lunch. TIRED DIE ME SIAL ! that's all for last week :)
Pictures are overdue.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Woot.Pay day tomorrow ~ I've hit my target for half a month cos' I just work for 2 weeks only. Finally my hard work is paid off. Wondering how much my pay is. laughs.
Tomorrow will be stayingover at bf house. So happy that he will becoming down to fetch me tomorrow. Actually is we need to get a mattress so he came down to help me. His single bed is too smallfor 2 person to sleep inso we decided to get a mattress. Received my green contact lens yesterday & today I bought 1 more blue one. My sister bought the same one as mine. The green color wasn't so obvious unlike the blue one. My next color will be either a green or a violet You are the oneI never knewI always wanted
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Another 140 to go~ & I'm gonna hit my target. Tomorrow is the last day. AMITABHA. Same as usual, my colleague is damn smelly >
Yesterday after work, went over to pool salon to look for bf. After that, went to Chinatown with his bro & sis-in-law. Around 2 plus reach bf house. That's all. Nothing much really happen recently.
I know we can't be like the past anymore. What else more can I do? I can only keep pretending that nothing happen. But it hurts. Can we really last?
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
PS: If you don't know anything, stop spamming my blog. My blog, my say. You have no right to comment me. I never invite you to my lovely blog, so don't act as if I invited you to spam my blog. Don't force me to report to the authorities one day.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO BF :)) 29 January is my beloved bf birthday. Let's sing a birthday song for him. Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to bibi, Happy birthday to you !
Returned home from work, I'm so tired. Nevertheless, I never failed to miss my bf every time. Yea, I hope we gonna last.
My boss gonna sack one of my colleague away. Apparently, No one simply can work with him including me & my sister. His attitude sucks, even towards customers. He smell smellier than feces. Imagine having a colleague smell like salted fish. When he took off his shoes, the smell filled the whole shop. You stand beside him, can smell the salted fish smell on his body too. Who can actually tolerate it? He loves to snatch people customer, so no standard of doing sales. He totally have no hygiene manner & his attitude really sucks. It seems like he didn't bathe for weeks. Amitabha.
Happy belated 9 monthsary to bf & me. Through ups & downs, I'll always stand by him. & I know he love me too. We may not see each other as often as we like. But whatever I do, Whenever I am, my heart thinks of you. As promised, I'll never leave you unless something grave happens. I love you.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Have been working lately & didn't have the time to blog. Reached home, I'm already far to tired to blog. Should be off on Friday but I changed to today. My eyes is too freaking swollen. Cried for the whole day yesterday.
Yesterday, Bf told me that his feeling for me have faded & he wish to go back to single life. Once I saw that, tears rolled down. I can't believe what I actually put in became nothing in his eyes. How come I do so many things, yet he doesn't feel touched at all. I took off the ring, changed the cake date to be collected. Anyway, I've ordered a cake for bf to give him surprise. In the end, he wanted a break. So I changed the collection date to yesterday. After work I rushed to take a cab to his house outside & put the cake on the floor. Sms-ed him to open the door & I go off. I cried heavily. My heart was in real pain, my whole body was shivering. He chase me to find where am I. He asked me whether I wanted to patch or not. But I tell him it's of no use since his feeling for me have faded. I won't be with someone whom feeling for me have faded. I told him, I'm working, didn't have the time to accompany him so his feeling faded. So what if in the future he went to army, he have more lesser time to accompany me, should my feeling faded too? He kept quiet. My sister tolded him off too. I told him, if I didn't work, how am I suppose to have money? are he going to feed me? then blah blah blah. After that, he told me his feeling came back. Because of what I've done for him, he felt touched. He told me none girls love him as much as I do. The stupidier side of me is when I'm in a relationship, I tend to put in my all. Don't wish to elaborate so long already. Everything have mended up.
Though everything have been mended up but I'm still afraid. I'm afraid things will go hay-wired again. How can I be able to trust, when he just let my heart go bleeding? I'm afraid I would kept a distance from him. I love him a lot a lot. But I scared I would hurt by him time & time again. Promises have been broken again & again. You told me you won't ever leave me before. You told me you would always be there for me. You told me you would die for me. You told me you would kiss my pain away. But all this promise, you broke it all in just a sms. I can't feel your love anymore.
*Why would you even wanto hurt me this way?* *Is it that whatever I done, you feel nothing?*
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Oh fuck it ! My computer have virus I guess. So I can't even go in to Internet Explorer, Mozilla & even MSN Live. I've to re-format my com someday. & now, I'm blogging at Bf's house. He had went to school so I'm being good for waiting for him here. HAHA. I'm waiting for my so called breakfast he's going to packed for me. So good right. LOL.
What's with the previous staff gone & the sales is picking up? laughs. I've been gone for some times & they're still talking about me? WTF? None of my friends buy their clothes at all. Because either they say is too expensive else saying it's too ugly. For me, giving me the clothes I must think twice. I don't think it's nice at all luh~ Even Recoil can beat them, their clothes is thousand times nicer :)) You know why I don't work well in your company? Because your commission is pathetic 1% only. No challenging at all. Plus it's so bored >< My current job I will be doing so great because their commission is thousand times better than yours. Though I haven't started work but I go in to GSMARENA to know more about phones. So I can learn more as soon as I can. Tsk tsk. You should go & think why your staff never work for long with you. BYE !
Will be starting work on Friday. Wow, kinda fast huh. I'm loving it. I'm gonna rot soon if I'm still lying at home. Will have less time with bf already but I guess he understands it. Cos' even he also says that my this job is better. Loves.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
FUCK ! I swear you would laugh till your ass upside down !
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
CONGRATULATIONS ! I've found a new job. Will be starting work soon on the 15th January. I'll be working in my real-blood sister company. WHO SAYS SIBLINGS CAN'T WORK TOGETHER?
I will "chiong" my sales. As because my overall pay will be a lot if I were to work hard. Last time in my previous company, I don't really communicate with customers & I don't push sales nor do I want to hit the target because the pay & the commission wasn't that challenging for me. But right now, my work is super challenging for me. If you hit more target, pay will even more than 3k. I must have the confident that I can get back the salary I desire :) I CAN DO IT !
Nothing much to update also. Last week went to catch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2. SUPER CUTE SIAL ! Went Somerset 313 walk. SO UBER BORING SIAL ! Early in the morning went K lunch. TIRED DIE ME SIAL ! that's all for last week :)
