Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Guess what?
My off day have been
changed from Sat & Sun
to Wed & Thurs :)
Means that I could go out with bf once again.
Tomorrow off ^^
Will be meeting bf over at Clementi
at 6pm.
Then will be headed to Hougang
to shop & eat :)
Maybe have rounds of pool.
I'm surrounded by you embrace *
EDITED
ANGEL TAN HAI QI !
I know how you're feeling right now.
I know you're feeling so sucks.
Always remember,
god won't leave people with no way out.
Maybe your decision is right, maybe not.
Think carefully before making this decision,
I don't want you to regret.
Don't cry anymore.
No guys is ever worthy of your tears,
even there's one,
he won't make you cry.
I know you're utterly disappointed.
The choice is yours,
decision is in your own hand.
Whatever decision you do,
I'll support you.
Remember you have me
that always stand by you through everything:)
I love you sister.
I don't know whether you will read this or not
but i still want to write it down.
Be strong, I know you will.
This is the hardest time for you,
I know you will overcome it soon.
I'll always stand by you.
I'm just a phone call away.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
25.o4.2oo9 Saturday 9.o9pm
HAPPY 6 MONTHSARY TO BF & I !
Time flies,
bf & I have been together for half a year already.
Bf gave me a handmade present.
Really appreciate what he did,
I feel so touched (:
Downloaded quite a few English songs.
Will be putting it in my thumbdrive soon.
Tomorrow have to work again, bored !
But finally,
waited for around 2 months
& I'm gonna off on weekdays once again.
Bf say he wanna bring me for steamboat
when I'm off on weekdays (:
Yesterday went Bugis street for shopping
& bought 2 tops for $25 only.
So cheap right,
but I regret buying 1 of it
& I'm maybe not wearing it.
Ah, wasted.
Argh,
Bf keep pestering me..
know what?
HE WANTS ME TO CUT MY HAIR !
I don't want !
My hair gonna reach my backside already.
I've been growing it for around 2 years,
how could I bear to cut it away?
I wanna grow until it reach my backside.
Bf, i don't wanna cut ):
The following pictures
is almost all my own face.
I'm too "zi lian" already.
BUT,
to those who didn't like it,
please scram off (:
Hit me like a ray of sun,
burning through my darkest night.
you're the only one i want.
Think that I'm addicted to your light.
I swore I'd never fall for others.
I love you bf.
Thanks for your present.
6 months & still counting on ....
My hair, I still think it's short ):
look like ghost, YES I KNOW
My 6 months anniversary present (((:
Bf love this picture (:
Is my eyelash long?
Sunday, October 18, 2009
OMGZXC
Come on.
Some ignorant dog spam my blog.
Since when did I say that I'm pretty?
Since when did I not admit that I'm ugly?
Get the FUCKING facts right
before pointing a finger on me :)
Spammers always spammers.
I don't give it a damn to it.
I shall entertain you back
rather than asking you come out,
tagging your own name or
even leave you number down.
I blog whatever I like,
if you're so unhappy about it
then fuck off from my blog,
I didn't beg you to look a wink at my blog.
I don't think that spamming people blog
make you feels proud about it.
I love entertaining idiots,
so if you love to dirty my lovely tagboard,
then so be it.
& oh ya,
I'm magnanimous,
so I won't blame low mentality spammers :)
How sad can it be
that your parent given birth
to such an idiot.
If I'm your parent,
I would jump off to my death already.
laughs.
Enough of my blabbering.
stay at home whole day,
I'm so good girl right?
HAHAHA.
tomorrow have to work again,
tired @.@
But because of money,
I will not give up !
I love you not because of who you are
but because of who I am when I am with you.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Happy belated 18th birthday to KATHERINE TAN !
Yesterday around 9.30pm
Katherine, Peanut, Min & JJ
came to Iluma & waited me to end work.
Headed to toilet,
helped Min to makeup
if not we don't know if
she could went in if she didn't make up.
After that on call cab to Boat Quay
& fuck it manzxc.
Due to some deepavali,
there's no cab for us to take,
so no choice have to on call.
Walk around for cab until my leg is gonna broke,
I SWEAR MANZSXC !
Bf is waiting for me at Boat Quay Bk eating house
for nearly half an hour, cos there's no cab?!
KNS.
After met up with bf,
went for sheesha sheesha at Sahara.
Cut cake at Sahara & hop to Chillz Bar.
Called 1 bottle of martel,
Coke & Green Tea for mixer.
Played dice & I drink like mother fucker.
As if it was me that having birthday =.=
my face was freaking hot & red
like monkey backside.
& Katherine was dead drunk.
HAHAH.
Have a fun day afterall..
NEXT !
GO WHICH PLACE TO PLAY?
ST JAMES OR ZOUK?
I WANT CLUB MANZXC.
LAUGHS !
Baby,
thanks for everything.
I love you.
If it wasn't you,
i think i would be drunk yesterday.
loves .
My beloved di & cousin
sheesha ~
You suck it
& you blow it out
Martel, dice & mixer
Do i look like I'm drunk
Monkey backside la
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Abortion
Month One.
Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two.
Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three.
You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.
Month Four.
Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five.
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?
Month Six.
I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!
Month Seven.
Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
Grab this story from
one of my asshole friend Marilyn.
& this is meaningful, I swear !
I totally against abortion totally.
Sucks manzxc.
It's killing a life la.
When you're having fun outside
& enjoying the process of sex
but why didn't you think that
sex can cause pregnancy?
If you wanna have sex,
think twice before doing it.
Are you sure you can held up
the responsibility of being a mother?
Are you ready for a child at your age
& can you support your own child?
If not, drop the idea of having unprotected sex.
Having pregnant & aborting the child
is totally disgraceful & I look down on you !
You're totally heartless
to kill a innocent life.
ah, whatever.
Even if I have a child,
I won't even abort it,
even if the father doesn't
want to bear the responsibility.
Quarrel with bf today
been so long since we last quarrel
but I'm glad it's over.
I love you.
A hug from you could make
everything turns fine :)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Don't turn your back on me
Alright,
spend around 2 hours
doing a video for bf.
Couldn't upload it luh,
cos the file to too big manzxc..
But luckily,
i could put it in my phone
& I gonna show it to bf tomorrow.
Hope he like it luh
Bf is finishing work in no time,
& I'm waiting for his call.
laughs.
Guess what,
seriously i dislike spammers la.
Ignorant bunch of dude ><
Dislike me?
Then say it straight to my face
rather than tagging comment
on my lovely tagboard.
tsk tsk.
I don't like entertaining those spammers.
yawn.
spam me more & show what a fool are you.
HAHAHA !
I love my bf :)
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Greatest love of all
Slept around 3 plus yesterday
& woke up at 9 plus today.
TIRED !!
& now I'm home but yet didn't sleep.
Intend to sleep & wake up at 2.30pm for my tv show
but thanks to bf.
He call me & chat until 1pm
& I don't think I can sleep now.
I've been busy downloading songs,
all of old songs but nice & meaningful.
I guess around 20plus songs?
HAHA.
Tomorrow continue working
& my shop have loads of new arrival clothes.
Anyone interested?
laughs.
See there's this place in me
where your fingerprints still rest,
your kisses still linger,
and your whispers softly echo.
It's the place where a part of you
will forever be a part of me
Friday, October 9, 2009
LOVES LOVES LOVES
PICTURES are not resize
cos' the webby is making me mad.
I think my picture size is too big :(
too bad & sorry for enduring my
ultra big pictures ><
I love you bf.
I enjoy every single minute & second with you :)
Monday, October 5, 2009
Loves
Back from work.
Today woke up at around 9.40am
& I was late for work.
So cabbed to work with Bf
cos he send me to work.
Bf put new game for me in PSP.
LOVES LOVES.
He put Tekken for me
cos' he know I love fighting games
& is me that pesters him to download.
After that bf went home around 12 plus
& I continue to work.
Wore new clothe to wear
& I've taken many pictures.
Let pictures do all talking :)
Two souls with but a single thought,
two hearts that beat as one *
I love you baby :)
FUCK IT
I CAN'T UPLOAD MY PICTURES.
WILL UPLOAD WHEN IT'S DONE.
NA BUEY -'-
Saturday, October 3, 2009
I love my bf
WEDNESDAY
switch off day with colleague,
slept over at bf house..
Woke up around 1 plus
& went over to LJS to eat.
After that handed a red packet
to bf mother as it's her birthday
& bf mother says I'm crazy :(
After that went over to Tampines,
Bf bought a jacket & a Adidas bag($78)
& I bought a top for $41.90.
After that went to meet bf brother
at lavender happy chef to eat western food.
Not bad luh.
Bf brother send us to TPY to get my line done.
& M1 is #@$%^&*
couldn't sign, make me like a fool.
After that went to snooker zone for pool.
Reach home around 1 plus.
THURSDAY
Working,
bf fetch me from work
& we shop for my heels after work.
So nice la. cost me around 28 bucks only.
FRIDAY
Bf fetch me from work again.
hahas.
& my turn to buy a Adidas handbag.
Cost me around 70 bucks.
bf say he wants couple bag.
So he bought a sling bag
& mine a handbag.
laughs.
What a cute & silly Bf i have :)
SUNDAY
Off day for me,
gonna go out around 6pm,
needa go Bedok to buy
my foundation & lipstick.
After that go Bugis street for shopping.
HAHA.
Then sleep over bf house again.
continue work tomorrow.
& ya,
I've changed number already,
have sign a new line from M1.
Ask me for my new number
in case I didn't tell you.
Baby,
I know that everything
that you did is just wanting
to see a smile from my face.
I can feel it,
I can feel that you love me a lot
& same to me.
I didn't know how to express it
but deep inside my heart,
I know you knew that I love you.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Oh, whatever ~
Just some random post,
will update more on Sunday.
Friends come & go.
No one could be trust,
no one is true,
not even cousins :)
Angel blood related sister,
thanks for all your care throughout up & down,
you're a great sister to me
& I treasure it a lot :)
Baby, you touched the softest place in me*
