Everything came to this point, what more could I say? I don't see the reason why I should pick up your call this very moment. Quarrels,quarrels & more quarrels. I'm sick of it. Everything I did for you, you don't seem to see it. You just only know saying that my attitude sucks & all. But the love, the effort & the little thing I do, did you ever see that? You once said, I'm just a grass to you. Before together you take me as a precious gem but after more quarrels occur, you just take me as grass. But still, I laugh it off.
The little pieces of paper, written how much I love you, wanted to pass to you on Friday or Saturday but I guess it should be pass to the rubbish bin already.
You never know your word can kill. Your word can hurt me like MOTHER FUCKER. I don't know if its your true words or it just a moment of anger. You told me you didn't know what did you did wrong that you knew me. It isn't the first time you saying those harsh words to me. I certainly know one thing ... If you really love one person, you won't even bear to say out those harsh word to her.
At this very moment, I just feel like crying but I force myself not to. I don't want to cry for you anymore, not anymore. More than 50 messages received from you, more than 15 missed call. I won't reply nor will I pick up. You never know how much you've hurt me & I guess you will never know.
You always say, put myself in your shoes. But did you really understand me? I don't meant to throw temper on you. I'm just tired, freaking freaking tired. Let the things remain unsaid. Whatsoever, everything have ended. I want nothing from you, I just want to be alone. Even if you're coming tomorrow to my workplace to make a din, just go ahead, I'm tired already.
4 months & 1 week, it just ended just like this. Anything that is meant not to be mine, I just have to let go. I know this is the time I've to let go. The ring, I'll put inside the cupboard. Take it back on Saturday.
You never remember how much I put in in this relationship. You only remember my attitude, my temper. You never remember how much you mean to you. You never remember you said before that your word is harsh. You never know you hurt me deeply. You never remember my good point, you only remember my bad point. You will never forget about saying my ex-es. & I hate to hear it. Can you hear it? My heart is breaking into pieces... I know we can never be back to the past anymore. Because everything have changed & the past is always the past. Goodbye, my love ..
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Everything came to this point, what more could I say? I don't see the reason why I should pick up your call this very moment. Quarrels,quarrels & more quarrels. I'm sick of it. Everything I did for you, you don't seem to see it. You just only know saying that my attitude sucks & all. But the love, the effort & the little thing I do, did you ever see that? You once said, I'm just a grass to you. Before together you take me as a precious gem but after more quarrels occur, you just take me as grass. But still, I laugh it off.
The little pieces of paper, written how much I love you, wanted to pass to you on Friday or Saturday but I guess it should be pass to the rubbish bin already.
You never know your word can kill. Your word can hurt me like MOTHER FUCKER. I don't know if its your true words or it just a moment of anger. You told me you didn't know what did you did wrong that you knew me. It isn't the first time you saying those harsh words to me. I certainly know one thing ... If you really love one person, you won't even bear to say out those harsh word to her.
At this very moment, I just feel like crying but I force myself not to. I don't want to cry for you anymore, not anymore. More than 50 messages received from you, more than 15 missed call. I won't reply nor will I pick up. You never know how much you've hurt me & I guess you will never know.
You always say, put myself in your shoes. But did you really understand me? I don't meant to throw temper on you. I'm just tired, freaking freaking tired. Let the things remain unsaid. Whatsoever, everything have ended. I want nothing from you, I just want to be alone. Even if you're coming tomorrow to my workplace to make a din, just go ahead, I'm tired already.
4 months & 1 week, it just ended just like this. Anything that is meant not to be mine, I just have to let go. I know this is the time I've to let go. The ring, I'll put inside the cupboard. Take it back on Saturday.
You never remember how much I put in in this relationship. You only remember my attitude, my temper. You never remember how much you mean to you. You never remember you said before that your word is harsh. You never know you hurt me deeply. You never remember my good point, you only remember my bad point. You will never forget about saying my ex-es. & I hate to hear it. Can you hear it? My heart is breaking into pieces... I know we can never be back to the past anymore. Because everything have changed & the past is always the past. Goodbye, my love ..
