Sunday, August 30, 2009
Overdue pictures.
& I hope everything has been solved.
You know I love you.
Sigh ...
Everything have changed.
& I've no comment for it.
Long lasting? I doubt so ... ...
I don't know how long could we last.
I felt tired for everything.
My temper could be bad,
could be damn freaking bad,
I'm not a good gf nor a perfect one.
Not the one you're looking for.
But still,
I've a heart that truly love you.
But I know,
someday you will leave my life ... forever
If by leaving me,
you'll be happier, I'll let you go.
Cause I know,
someday ... somehow ...
You'll leave.
I'm tired ...
Please love me for who I am ...
Someday, I know I couldn't take it anymore.
So stab me hard into my heart
& let me bleed to death ...
*Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you *
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害...
不要轻易说爱，
许下的诺就是欠下的债...
老鼠对猫说我爱你
猫说你走开，
老鼠流泪走开，
谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪...
其实有一种爱情叫做放弃...
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险...
女人善变的是脸，
男人善变的是心...
在爱情的世界里，
没有谁对不起谁，
只有谁不懂珍惜谁...
遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开...
要记得抓紧爱情,而不是抓伤彼此的感情...
不要忘了真爱难寻...
HAPPY BELATED 4 MONTHSARY BABY !!
Yesterday is our 4 anniversary,
I've bought a long sleeve shirt for bf
& he bought me a bun soft toy for me :))
I named it as "tou tou".
It's so cute that I can't help but to hug her.
Nothing to blog anyway,
same old thing.
Work, home, sleep.
But still enjoy my life with baby :)
Loves.
Baby,
i love you :)
Sunday, August 23, 2009
shit it.
Dreamt about 4 number days ago.
Went to buy for Saturday & Sunday.
Bought 4380 1 big 1 small(baby want me to buy small).
Then Saturday open 0348 starters.
Then Sunday which is today,
none open.
My money was being eaten.
Argh.
Was at home the whole day.
wow, i actually didn't talk with dad
for more than 2 weeks already.
Yea, i don't even care.
This home is much more a place
for me to sleep in, that's all.
No warmth, no love, nothing.
As for mum,
nagging me for almost everyday
& I'm gonna go crazy someday.
She, take money more than everything else.
Who says guest account could not download anything?
Is YOU didn't know how to
& then you scolded me?
Install, download so many fucking things
inside my computer & making it so fucking lag.
YOU !
Computer breakdown & I bring it down
for repair.
cab fare or whatever, you didn't pay a cent !
Everything is me dig out from my own pocket.
Of cause i have the right to delete
anything that causes my computer to lag.
& of cause i would lock my user account.
HEY MUM,
you know what is privacy?
Get a life you know?
Not that I didn't want to be a filial daughter,
is you don't deserve it.
I rather eat, i rather sleep
rather stay out from home
than staying at home seeing BOTH of yours face.
GET IT?
I LOVE YOU x3
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Off today & tomorrow.
woots. happy woo lala~
3 more days to 4 months anniversary
of Bf & I.
Later on gonna reach Iluma early
cos wanna buy him his anniversary present.
& after he finish work,
gonna watch movie.
Either "where got ghost" or "Orphan".
& needa buy dinner for Bf also.
Because of me,
he left with no money to eat.
Poor Bf.
Times with you
is the hardest thing to erase
from my memory.
At times,
quarrel occurs & i wanted to give up.
But I can't bring myself to.
Because I simply love you that much.
Loves.
Bf & I decided to get engage on
my birthday next year :)
Hopefully everything turn out fine.
Next year engagement is fine with us
as our financial is not as tight anymore.
On 2011,
Bf gonna appeal for house
for ourself :)
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
sigh.
I'm tired, really very tired.
Quarrel, quarrel & more quarrels.
How many time must we quarrel
in a month then it's enough?
I've it enough, really enough.
Everything that happen,
it seems like my fault.
Seems that everything it's me
that wanted to quarrel.
Alright, everything is me.
Everytime quarreling like this.
LAST LONG?
It's just a pathetic dream of us.
I don't even dare to think
can we even last until end of the month.
I promised that I would never
tear in front of you anymore
& I will do it.
Everything happens for a reason.
Every time quarrel,
you angry.
Hello, I feel so good quarreling with you huh?!
We used to be so sweet in the past.
What happen to now?
& what will happen in the future?
I can't imagine.
Yea,
I admit my freaking attitude is hell.
but hey,
I've got to work for freaking 11 & half hour.
Sitting inside the shop like a retard,
I won't feel tired huh?!
I'm sick & tired of quarreling with you.
I once said before.
For me,
quarreling too much will cause my love
for that person fade.
I don't wish for that to happen.
& I've said before,
if our relationship doesn't work out,
You'll be the last guy I'm dating.
I'm not gonna trust guys anymore.
You're the one that build up my trust back,
don't betray the trust I've for you.
I don't want to believe that
true love doesn't exist.
I've given you everything,
putting all my love & concern into this relationship.
Somehow,
I hope this would last too.
But will we? Idk.
杯子都已经空了
闭上眼睛心里下起大雪
天寒又地冻
是不是到了
爱情结帐的时候
只剩下各自买单的寂寞
为什么当我推开门
他没有来拉住我
他还不懂 还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
要用什么
融化这一片沉默
在四周的冷空气里叹息 化成烟飘走
过去的种种 在心里滚成雪球
怕还没说话泪就会先流
爱不是他给得不多
是不知道我要什么
都是背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多 心也有 坠毁的时候
Friday, August 14, 2009
Heyo
I'm so darn tired.
Hasn't been off for 9 day
& now I'm finally off.
Stay over at Bf house yesterday
& now he went to work
& I reach home around 11am.
Edit my blog, play Audition
& now it's 1.05pm.
I guess I'm turning in so soon.
I'm still tired, oh so tired.
Will meet baby after I wake up,
will sleep over his house again as usual.
Before going Iluma,
will go to Bedok Interchange
to buy DVD as he requested.
He wanted me to buy Fast & Furious.
Guess what?
My Audition skill dropping, drop & finally dropped !
Should train more already
if not I'll be a noob.
argh, that's what I don't wanna hear.
Gotta turn in soon,
bye peeps:)
EDITED ....
Don't know why.
now really can't tolerate small kids.
If spammers would come down
to meet you face to face,
they're not call spammer already.
For whatever reason it is,
Settling problems by fighting,
settling by scolding each other
parent or etc,
really shows that you're not grown up at all.
Fighting, gangster?
Hello this is the 21th century already.
No one play gangster already.
Play gangster in Singapore?
Be prepared to go prison only
& spend your future there then.
There no loyalty in this world,
When you've problems,
everyone runs.
Police catch,
you're betrayed.
How many true friends are there in this world?
How many willing to stick with you
through everything that come by?
1, 2 or 3?
This type of people gonna extinct soon.
Believe only yourself & your family.
Family won't betray you nor harm you.
Childish people have childish thoughts.
They do think that fighting & act gangster
can solve everything in this world.
Act gangster, scolding all vulgarities you can to people,
shows how proud you are? how "suk" you are?
No, this shows that you're a coward,
a pathetic loser.
Oh, get a life to these people.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Woohoo..
My computer is fine already.
Tuesday went over to my friend house
& he repair for me for FREE
plus give me a 1gb ram.
so good right.
laughs.
But i actually reach home around 2am?
Woot & now i simply tiredddddd....
8 days didn't off already,
off day will be change to Satuday & Sunday
means?
Bf & I have no time to go out together already.
But it's alright huh.
Cos we can save more money :)
Anyway,
I've change phone again.
From Nokia 5800 to Sony Ericsson W705.
Due to the stupid problem with my 5800
so have to sell it away & change a new one.
I'm active back to audition ONCE AGAIN.
Happy happy woo lala.
Okay, I'm crazy.
Blog again when I've the time,
Maybe Saturday?
I don't know.
we'll see.
I love you baby :)
