CANDY ;

[2 months & 5 days ]

2011-07-01T16:00:00.000-07:00

I'm not blogging at home.
i downloaded a new application
which allow me to blog using my iPhone.
so that I could blog wherever & whenever I like it.
Am currently a Clarke Quay waiting
for my beloved gf finishing her work.
Sitting outside hearing club music
from the club beside gf's restaurant
always making me have the urge to club.
Ya, I know, save money ><
So I guess I just have to wait till I go KL
then gf will be bringing me to club.
Shall experience the club at Malaysia yea
since I didn't went before.

Everyday is like a routine for me.
Once finishes work then fetch gf from her work.
If someone were to ask me whether will I get sick or tired one day of these.
I would say HELL NO !
Seeing her smile to me everyday makes my whole tiring day worthwhile.
It seems so magical,
my tireness gone whenever I sees her.

New month, July.
I have to really "chiong" for my target.
last month didn't hit & last 2 months also didn't.
ah, I guess I really have to eat grass ><
Today, our store came a new part timer.
don't know have to call her weird or funny?
She's always talking to herself & her reaction was damn funny.
But, she's pretty !
Actually,
today intend to get a polo shirt for baby
but I forgot to get it !
Forget it, shall get it tomorrow
& maybe pass it to her after work.

I have to be a good girl now.
Shouldn't rely too much on baby.
She have to work so cannot really want to see her every night ):
Gf says that after she moves out,
I'll be able to sleep by her side every night ^^

alright, shall stop here now.
my precious is out ^^
and I'm going home now !!
and I'm going to hug her real tight !

#1 [A fresh beginning for me...]

2011-06-23T03:44:00.000-07:00

It's has not been a smooth year for me
but here I am, standing strong.
So much things happening
& I can still recall everything vividly.
But like everyone says,
let bygones be bygones.
We couldn't erase the past
nor could we rewind back to the past.
Or should I say,
I doesn't want to rewind back the past?
I'm contented with the life I have now,
My work, families, friends & relationship.

Here I am,
posting to update some of my personal things
since I have not been updating for months.
But I promise I will post more often.

Work.
Almost all my friends & families know
I'm working in Adidas right now.
Time flies,
I've been working there for going 4 months.
& I'm already a confirm-ed staff there.
Afterall,
this is the most happiest job I've worked so far.
Colleagues are nice & crazy.
We could talk about anything & I doesn't have
to hide from them that I'm actually not into guys.
Though there might have been some stress
but so far so good.
This month sales have not been better than last month
though it's a eff-ing GSS?
I already given up my this month target.
It's so impossible to hit,
sales low & little crowd.

Families & friends.
So far, nothing to really update.
Just some things I've really learned this year.
I used to think that I've no one understand me or care for me.
But just months ago,
some thing happened.
Friends, families called & concern about me.
And my mother( who I thought she won't care)
post something on my facebook,
so meaningful that I moved to tears.
From then on,
I knew I actually have people that care about me.
Just on my 21st birthday,
received presents from families member.
I don't deny this year was the most happiest birthday ever.
I've necklace, cakes, beer, hello kitty
& not forgetting the cake that have my printed photos on it.
Thanks everyone.

Relationship.
A 1 year & 2 days relationship ended last 2 months.
I admit I didn't do a part as a very good gf in the first place
but afterall, I put in my all in it.
Too bad, we couldn't last & I don't blame anyone.
Used to, people asked me to be cruel a bit, just let go.
If she loves me, she would find me back, I just wait will do.
But for me, if I were to really give up,
there would really be no way back.
I would never say you never treasure me when I'm with you though it's the truth
but instead I would say, you just thought I would never leave you.
From my first mistake onwards,
you just thought that however you wanted to treat me,
it's me who deserve it.
So however you treated me,
I just have to tolerate it.
After 1 year of enduring,
I didn't even wanted to give up
though I've thought of.
Instead, you're the one saying
you wanted a break up.
At that point of time,
I already damn disappointed in you.
I gave up, I moved on,
no tears were dropped even till today...
Even after we broke up,
you still talk to me so unwillingly
until the day I told you I fall for someone else
& then you wanted me back.
Yes, it was me falling for someone else.
But that's not the reason that I don't want to be back with you.
I found someone so much better,
I wouldn't want to give up her for you.
No matter how much you told me you will change,
I just can't bring myself to believe you again.
Chances & chances have been given,
I'm tired, I just wanted to move on.
Anyway,
you can be with ANY girls,
don't you?
No matter what,
as long as it's a girl,
you can.

My current gf,
older than me by 7 years
but I don't feel any gap between us.
She always giving in to me endlessly,
making me smile everyday.
When I cry, she woulld hug me & wipe away my tears.
As time passes,
I realise how good she can be.
She never forgot what I'm craving for
& bought it for me the next day.
She always putting me in her priority.
No matter how bad her mood is
or how angry she is,
she always trying her best to coax me.
To me, she's always the most wonderful one.
I love her.
I never wanted to lose someone so wonderful.
Nicole Cheah♥

2010-04-24T08:56:00.001-07:00

Will be starting work on Monday.
Sandy offer me to go back San Street to work
& I agreed immediately.
Thanks Sandy for the job :)
I'll work hard to not letting you down.

Gf is coughing badly, she's sick.
Hearing her cough, my heart ache.
I'll buy Woods for her & force it down her throat.
Hoping she'll heal fast yea.
Tomorrow will be meeting Gf.
Shopping shopping day ~
Intend to buy a shirt for her :))
Gf is playing her mahjong now.
Hoping she'll win more more eh :)
LOVES !

2010-04-23T16:11:00.000-07:00

Met up with Jasper today.
Went to Bugis to have MOF.
Nice nice eh.
After that she send me to work.
That place like ulu ulu eh =.=
Coincidentally,
Jasper went with her friends to KTV pub
was next to my workplace.
Whenever I'm free to smoke,
she will accompany me.
Around 4.15am,
Jasper went home to sleep.
I know she's tired
as she need to wake up early in the morning to work.
Somemore,
she's sick eh.
6am,
I've finishes my work
& I've to walk a uber long way
so that I could catch a cab.
But in the end,
I on call-ed cab,
so no difference luh.
If I continue to wait for one,
I don't know what time can i really reach home.

First day of work=last day of work.
For don't know what fucking reason,
I'm short of $150.
I don't like the place that,
totally don't suit me at all.
I'm not out for nightlife work?
Yes, confirm it is !
Kind of embarrassed to work as flower girl too.
But nevermind luh.
Over is over.
Will SMS Jen to tell her that I'm not working anymore.
Day life job suit me more :)

Somehow,
I hope we won't be apart anymore.
Somehow,
I hope you're mine always.
Somehow,
I don't wish to lose you anymore.
Each time I saw you,
I just want to pull you close to me.
To let everyone know that you're mine.
Maybe I'm selfish,
yes, I'm only selfish to others
for the one that I love.
Thanks god for letting me met you.
Thanks god for letting me falling for you.
No matter ups or down,
I'm here with you, always.
I'm a toxic to you
& you're my drug.
Lastly,
Somehow I hope we'll be together again.
I love you.

2010-04-22T11:57:00.000-07:00

Back from Play.
Drink drank drunk
but I'm not drunk.
laughs.
Went to play with Abby & her friends.
A seriously worst clubbing I ever had.
She totally turned me off.
FUCK UP !

Tomorrow will be starting my nightlife job.
Will I get used to it?
IDK~
But hope everything goes well for me.
Nothing much to blog already.
Night peeps

2010-04-20T00:49:00.001-07:00

Things have just started
& it's ending soon.
I'm sorry,
I'm not a good gf.
I did my very best to please you up
but nothing helps.
I didn't know how to express myself.
But never ever compared
about my past & now.
What past have past understand?
I hate people to compare how
I treated my ex & now how I treated you.
If I didn't mind how you treated your ex
in the past,
then why should you mind mine at all?
When I tried to please you up,
all you did was pushing me away
& say I did all these out of guiltiness.
When you say it would be better if
you didn't knew me at all,
if we didn't met & together.
Hey,
do you fucking know it hurts?
When I heard it,
I'm totally given up on you.
All you think is I don't understand you
but did you ever tried to understand me at all?
Since you want things to turn out this way
then fine.
I'm not only disappointed in you
but I'm totally given up.
FUCK IT !

You says that your friends
don't think well for our relationship
cos' I'm still young & childish?
Young doesn't mean that
I don't go through much.
I gone through much more than you ever gone through.
If I'm childish
so do you think you're mature enough?
WHATEVER !

2010-04-10T00:29:00.000-07:00

Last Wednesday went to Arena
until 5 plus reach home.
Thursday went to Orchard cafe bar
until 6 plus.
Friday went to Bugis for steamboat
until 5 plus.
Today will be going to Thai pub,
don't know until what time.
Can you imagine how drained & tired I am?
Sigh !

I'm in a dilemma.

2010-03-05T07:44:00.000-08:00

It's been so god damn long that I've not posted.
Today will be a short one too.
This month, I'm aiming myself for 7k profit
so that I could get back 2k plus plus :)
I've broken up with bf already.
Our relationship is just reliance
& not love anymore.
So why not just put down & move on?
Next Saturday will be going to St James with
Katherine & Jia Xin?
It's been so freaking long since
I last seen Jia Xin.
Laughs.
I'm looking forward to it ya?
Let's have fun ~

So far, work have been fine for me.
Sometimes, boss will just nag & nag
but just left ear in, right ear out can already.
I love my this job overall
though it's so tiring !

2010-02-16T02:10:00.000-08:00

I swear this year new year sucks totally.
A lot of things happen yesterday
but i shan't elaborate.
Went for rounds of pools with
my 3rd sister, brother-in-law
& cuzzies.
After that headed to Summer Breeze
to have bottles of drinks.
Have tonnes of fun being with them.
Cabbed straight home after that.

I swear today is a picture day
because I'm so free today :)

WE LOOK LIKE TWINS MEH?!

2010-02-14T06:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EARTHLING !

Woke up at 10am.
Played computer for awhile
& bathe.
Headed over to GuGu house
to bai nian.
After that headed to Katherine's house.
Have tonnes of fun over there.
Played Black Jack for awhile
& won $8.
After eating,
went to smoke
& have a heart talk-to-talk with
Katherine & Jasmine.
After talking,
Cam-whoring time.
Took loads of pictures.
Pictures uploaded on FB :)
And now,
home sweet home :)

Have to wake up at 9am tomorrow.
Oh shit.
Damn freaking early manzxc.
After bai nian,
will be watching movie?
Or at night will be clubbing?
Not sure yet.
argh !

2010-02-07T08:26:00.000-08:00

My favorite Vietnamese song :)

Đời bao buồn vui, ngày tháng đưa ta về đâu,
Life's full of ups and downs,Where will the time take us
Người ơi, nếu trong cuộc đời thiếu vắng một tình yêu,
My love, if in my life I don't have your love
Nếu trong đời anh thiếu em,
If in my life, you're gone
Từng đêm nhạc ru tiếng hát chơi vơi.
Each night I'll sing a shattered song

Hỡi em, ( hỡi em) đời đã cho ta gặp nhau,
My love, life has brought you to me
Từ đây trái tim hao gầy những tháng năm chờ mong,
Till now, my heart's dying but I'll keep on waiting
Biết chăng lòng anh đã bao ngày,
And know my love has always
Người ơi, xin lặng nghe này con tim anh muốn nói...
Baby please listen, the words my heart will speak

Tình yêu đó riêng cho em, một đời mãi không quên,
My love is just for you, always won't forget
Bài hát tặng em, mối tình khát khao.
My song for you, filled with our love
Đời bao giông tố, đời nhiều chông gai,
Through all the storms, through all the thorns
Anh vẫn yêu, tình yêu có em thôi, đến suốt đờ
I'll still love, loving just you babe, forever !

2010-02-04T07:12:00.000-08:00

Off day today.
woke up at 11am, ahh.
TIRED !
Went down to bf's house downstair
salon to get my hair down.
from 12pm dyed until nearly 6pm,
& I'm satisfied with my colour.
Bleach for 2 times & coloured it.
I got a good scolding from bf
cos it's too bright.
ahh, whatever.

Went down to Far East after that.
Walk the whole Far East,
but bf buy nothing.
Angry die me !
So I guess he will be going to
Bugis Street & buy with his brother.

Em Nho Anh Nhieu hon

2010-02-02T07:39:00.000-08:00

Got my pay yesterday.
Work for just 2 weeks
& I get back 900 bucks.
Cool right?
laughs.

My smelly colleague
was being sacked away
by my boss yesterday night.
My sister & I cleaned the
whole freaking shop today.
It's so smelly & dirty
& now it's so clean.

Off on Thursday.
Will get my hair dyed after I wake up.
Staying over at bf's house.
While waiting for him to finish his school,
will go downstair & dye my hair.
After that accompany him
to buy his New Year clothing.

Stress !
Need to hit 20k profit this month.
A bit no confident
but we'll try.
This month too many off days
& this month is short
so it kinda of hard for us.
But no matter what,
we'll do our very best.

I love you hon *

2010-01-31T07:43:00.000-08:00

Woot. Pay day tomorrow ~
I've hit my target for half a month
cos' I just work for 2 weeks only.
Finally my hard work is paid off.
Wondering how much my pay is.
laughs.

Tomorrow will be staying over at bf house.
So happy that he will be coming down
to fetch me tomorrow.
Actually is we need to get a mattress
so he came down to help me.
His single bed is too small for 2 person
to sleep in so we decided to get a mattress.
Received my green contact lens yesterday
& today I bought 1 more blue one.
My sister bought the same one as mine.
The green color wasn't so obvious
unlike the blue one.
My next color will be either a green or a violet
You are the one I never knew I always wanted

2010-01-30T07:27:00.000-08:00

Another 140 to go~
& I'm gonna hit my target.
Tomorrow is the last day.
AMITABHA.
Same as usual,
my colleague is damn smelly >

Yesterday after work,
went over to pool salon to look for bf.
After that,
went to Chinatown with his bro & sis-in-law.
Around 2 plus reach bf house.
That's all.
Nothing much really happen recently.

I know we can't be like the past anymore.
What else more can I do?
I can only keep
pretending that nothing happen.
But it hurts.
Can we really last?

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.

PS:
If you don't know anything,
stop spamming my blog.
My blog, my say.
You have no right to comment me.
I never invite you to my lovely blog,
so don't act as if I invited you
to spam my blog.
Don't force me to report to the
authorities one day.

2010-01-28T07:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO BF :))

29 January is my beloved bf birthday.
Let's sing a birthday song for him.
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to bibi,
Happy birthday to you !

Returned home from work,
I'm so tired.
Nevertheless,
I never failed to miss my bf every time.
Yea, I hope we gonna last.

My boss gonna sack one of my colleague away.
Apparently,
No one simply can work with him
including me & my sister.
His attitude sucks,
even towards customers.
He smell smellier than feces.
Imagine having a colleague
smell like salted fish.
When he took off his shoes,
the smell filled the whole shop.
You stand beside him,
can smell the salted fish smell on his body too.
Who can actually tolerate it?
He loves to snatch people customer,
so no standard of doing sales.
He totally have no hygiene manner
& his attitude really sucks.
It seems like he didn't bathe for weeks.
Amitabha.

Happy belated 9 monthsary to bf & me.
Through ups & downs,
I'll always stand by him.
& I know he love me too.
We may not see each other
as often as we like.
But whatever I do,
Whenever I am,
my heart thinks of you.
As promised,
I'll never leave you
unless something grave happens.
I love you.

2010-01-26T19:16:00.000-08:00

Have been working lately
& didn't have the time to blog.
Reached home, I'm already far to tired to blog.
Should be off on Friday
but I changed to today.
My eyes is too freaking swollen.
Cried for the whole day yesterday.

Yesterday, Bf told me that
his feeling for me have faded
& he wish to go back to single life.
Once I saw that,
tears rolled down.
I can't believe what I actually put in
became nothing in his eyes.
How come I do so many things,
yet he doesn't feel touched at all.
I took off the ring,
changed the cake date to be collected.
Anyway,
I've ordered a cake for bf
to give him surprise.
In the end,
he wanted a break.
So I changed the collection date
to yesterday.
After work I rushed to take a cab
to his house outside
& put the cake on the floor.
Sms-ed him to open the door
& I go off.
I cried heavily.
My heart was in real pain,
my whole body was shivering.
He chase me to find where am I.
He asked me whether I wanted to patch or not.
But I tell him it's of no use
since his feeling for me have faded.
I won't be with someone whom feeling
for me have faded.
I told him,
I'm working,
didn't have the time to accompany him
so his feeling faded.
So what if in the future he went to army,
he have more lesser time to accompany me,
should my feeling faded too?
He kept quiet.
My sister tolded him off too.
I told him,
if I didn't work,
how am I suppose to have money?
are he going to feed me?
then blah blah blah.
After that,
he told me his feeling came back.
Because of what I've done for him,
he felt touched.
He told me none girls love him
as much as I do.
The stupidier side of me is
when I'm in a relationship,
I tend to put in my all.
Don't wish to elaborate so long already.
Everything have mended up.

Though everything have been mended up
but I'm still afraid.
I'm afraid things will go hay-wired again.
How can I be able to trust,
when he just let my heart go bleeding?
I'm afraid I would kept a distance from him.
I love him a lot a lot.
But I scared I would hurt by him
time & time again.
Promises have been broken again & again.
You told me you won't ever leave me before.
You told me you would always be there for me.
You told me you would die for me.
You told me you would kiss my pain away.
But all this promise,
you broke it all in just a sms.
I can't feel your love anymore.

*Why would you even wanto hurt me this way?*
*Is it that whatever I done, you feel nothing?*

2010-01-12T22:11:00.000-08:00

Oh fuck it !
My computer have virus I guess.
So I can't even go in to
Internet Explorer, Mozilla & even MSN Live.
I've to re-format my com someday.
& now, I'm blogging at Bf's house.
He had went to school
so I'm being good for waiting for him here.
HAHA.
I'm waiting for my so called breakfast
he's going to packed for me.
So good right.
LOL.

What's with the previous staff
gone & the sales is picking up?
laughs.
I've been gone for some times
& they're still talking about me?
WTF?
None of my friends buy their clothes at all.
Because either they say is too expensive
else saying it's too ugly.
For me,
giving me the clothes
I must think twice.
I don't think it's nice at all luh~
Even Recoil can beat them,
their clothes is thousand times nicer :))
You know why I don't work well
in your company?
Because your commission is pathetic 1% only.
No challenging at all.
Plus it's so bored ><
My current job I will be doing so great
because their commission is
thousand times better than yours.
Though I haven't started work
but I go in to GSMARENA to
know more about phones.
So I can learn more as soon as I can.
Tsk tsk.
You should go & think
why your staff never work for long with you.
BYE !

Will be starting work on Friday.
Wow, kinda fast huh.
I'm loving it.
I'm gonna rot soon if I'm still lying at home.
Will have less time with bf already
but I guess he understands it.
Cos' even he also says that my
this job is better.
Loves.

2010-01-07T09:43:00.001-08:00

FUCK !
I swear you would laugh
till your ass upside down !

2010-01-05T06:32:00.000-08:00

CONGRATULATIONS !
I've found a new job.
Will be starting work soon
on the 15th January.
I'll be working in my
real-blood sister company.
WHO SAYS SIBLINGS
CAN'T WORK TOGETHER?

I will "chiong" my sales.
As because my overall pay
will be a lot if I were to work hard.
Last time in my previous company,
I don't really communicate with customers
& I don't push sales
nor do I want to hit the target
because the pay & the commission
wasn't that challenging for me.
But right now,
my work is super challenging for me.
If you hit more target,
pay will even more than 3k.
I must have the confident
that I can get back the salary I desire :)
I CAN DO IT !

Nothing much to update also.
Last week went to catch
Alvin & the Chipmunks 2.
SUPER CUTE SIAL !
Went Somerset 313 walk.
SO UBER BORING SIAL !
Early in the morning
went K lunch.
TIRED DIE ME SIAL !
that's all for last week :)

Pictures are overdue.

2009-12-31T21:18:00.000-08:00

ARGH!
what a boss I have.
SO sarcastic with me.
Yesterday I threw my key inside the shop after work
& never came today.
She says that too bad,
my bonus was only given out
the day before CNY.
& that my bonus was $600.
I don't even care about your bonus.
I can find a job I more happier with
& the bonus will be much more than yours.
I rather have a job that
makes me happy even without bonus
rather than a job with bonus
that doesn't make me happy.
Oh, the bad doesn't go away
the good ones doesn't come.
So be it.
I've tolerate more than enough !
FUCK IT

EDITED
Wow, wonderful.
A good staff to them means,
sleeping in the shop everyday,
giving fuck face to people.
Learn from him more manzxc.
Cos' he's the best staff there.
Sleeping in shop
can let you have the best working attitude.
when he's sleeping,
they'll say that he's so stress.
omg, don't know what they are thinking.
AND
don't blame others for why I know everything.
Guess what?
There's something called blog
& I just read everything & knew it.
I seriously despise ch***t**n more & more.
tsk tsk !
& some rich people just think
that they're rich & they think
they're always right.
Whatever it is,
everything is the past now.
& I shan't mention anything anymore.

2009-12-31T08:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
It's been a long time since I last blog.
It's time to wish all fellow human
a happy new year :)
Let the sadness follow away with 2009
& happiness follow with 2010.

I'm now a totally free girl now.
Cos' I've quitted my current job,
due to some problem occur.
I swear they would blast my
freaking phone tomorrow.
But well, I don't think I will
look at my phone tomorrow.
I'll find another job real soon, I promise.
Any work as long as
the pay is above 1.2k with commission.
So wish me the best of luck ya :)

I'm currently blogging at Bf's house.
& I seriously enjoy his companion.
Anyway,
Happy belated 8th Monthsary to us.
I love you dearest.

2009-12-14T09:33:00.000-08:00

Name : Robert Pattinson
D.O.B : May 13 1986
Country : London, England
Hobby : enjoys music and is an excellent musician, playing both the guitar and piano.
Trademark : Messy Hair
Trivia : One of People Magazine's Sexiest Men Alive 2008

2009-12-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow off day
will be heading to Compass Point with bf.
Planned to go Bugis Street at first
but bf is sick of there.
& so changed to Compass Point.

Quarreled with Bf few days back
cos' he hit me.
!@#$%^&*
What a bloody asshole he is !
He hit me on the bone alright,
it's freaking hell pain.
But in the end,
he hugged me & make me smile again :)
LOVES.

Aw,
I don't know Christmas Eve
will be heading to where.
Club? Countdown?
Make a decision please ):
It's been 2 years since
I last celebrate Christmas.
Hell with probation last time !
I swear I want to enjoy this year.

2009-12-11T06:53:00.001-08:00

Seriously,
I'm so addicted to my book right now.
Just bought Eclipse & Breaking Dawn
2 days back.
I'm so in love with Edward Cullen,
I'm totally addicted to him !
This picture is my current wallpaper !
HANDSOME DUDE !!!!!!
Oh,
How I wish he's my boyfriend !
I'm totally crazy over him right now!

2009-12-09T06:17:00.000-08:00

FUCK YOU ! FUCK YOU ! FUCK YOU ! FUCK YOU ! FUCK YOU !

& I say FUCK YOU understand?
I've enough of your bloody nonsense !
I shan't elaborate.
PISSED !
If I didn't mind you,
you having no bloody right to mind me !
NOT HAPPY?
BREAK LA !
Not meant to scold this,
but too bad.
CHAO CHEE BYE -'-

2009-12-05T21:02:00.000-08:00

Finally back from Pulau Ubin.
I'm not so satisfied with the resort over there.
It's too inside & the food is so expensive.
Spend around $200 over there.

4 December ( Friday )
Katherine & him came over
to Bedok to meet me.
After that cab over to Changi Ferry Terminal.
Waited for 30 minutes & off to the ferry.
A 10 minutes ride
& we take the cab there to our resort.
Check in & the place we first thought, nice.
The air conditioner over there is POWER.
Super cold la.
Around 3 plus,
Ferry-ed back over to Changi
to wait for bf.
Beforehand,
Ate dim sum over at Changi.
6pm, bf reached & we ferry
back to Pulau Ubin again.
For the first day,
we've nothing to do.
Just when we're so bored.
UH HUH,
saw bunches & bunches of ants crawling.
So we used water to drown them
but still, they didn't die.
After clearing the ants for around 45mins,
we're all drained & forget it.
& off to sleep.

5 December ( Saturday )
Woke up at 9.30am
off to have our free breakfast.
At first we thought we would
have a buffet breakfast.
But in the end,
only 1 egg, 2 hot dogs,
1 bread & a few baked beans.
After eating,
Katherine & me went for Fish Spa !
While bf & him watch us having Fish Spa.
There's tonnes of fish
& quite big la.
At first it was so ticklish
but after awhile it feel massaging.
After Fish Spa,
went for swimming at the "beach"
& played "volleyball"
& girls won.
So the guys have to be "mai"
by us with sands.
After that,
called uncle & drive us to have our lunch.
The food over there quite nice,
price almost same as here
& the meat very fresh.
After eating,
went to rent bike for overnight.
$8 per person,
quite cheap la.
& we cycle & got lost.
After 1 hour plus,
we finally reached our resort.
But my sweat already like waterfall -.-
Slacked at resort
& after that
my leg & hand muscle ache.
It's like my both hand & leg gonna broken.
Bf planned that next day
call the uncle to send me to
where we rent our bicycle
& they cycle back
cos my leg & hand too pain.
At night,
we called dinner, expensive.
But the chicken wings very nice.
After that see television awhile
& went to sleep with bf.
Midnight,
I cried, cos my hand ache too much.
bf massage for me until I fall asleep.
Thanks baby !

6 December ( Sunday )
Woke up the same time
& have our breakfast.
Katherine called the uncle
& he didn't pick up.
So after packing,
the pathetic me have to cycle again.
Half hour later,
reached the place where we rent our bicycle.
My leg begin to pain again.
& my hand more painful than yesterday.
Sat down & have our coconut drinks
& off to ferry back to Changi.
Now, I'm back home.
Maybe, I'm gonna have a short nap.
I'm too tired.
Tomorrow have to work again :(

Baby,
thanks for the care yesterday.
After massaging for me,
my hands felt better.
I enjoy the 3 days 2 night
with you at Pulau Ubin.
I will never let you go.
I promise you.
I love you :)

While I'm on ferry

Our resort bed

:)

Ferry Terminal

On ferry

LOL !

bubble

I'm having Fish Spa

Colgate on his leg ^^

Bf cycling

Poor guys !

2009-12-03T00:17:00.001-08:00

I'm browsing through blogshops
& I'm considering buying wallet for bf.
He's been wanting to buy one
very long ago.
But I didn't know which to buy.
Choose for me please.

2009-12-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

off day off day !
Tomorrow is my off day
with my leave :)
So sad,
my off day have been change to 1 day.
cos' having rotating shift.
But alright la,
won't so tired anymore :)

Tomorrow will be going to Tampines
with Bf after his school.
Will be going there for a movie.
Maybe Ninja Assassin
or maybe New Moon.
Shall see how's the slot is.

Bought Saw6 & Zombieland today.
Will be watching it tomorrow
while waiting for bf to finish school :)

爱情是一句承诺一生执着
纵然过去缘份亏欠太多
在心中一把不减爱的火
依然那么热烈
那么缠绵燃烧着
等待什么
盼望什么
一起追求什么
分享什么
生命里放弃怎么做
才能拥有自由
拥有幸福和快乐

Happy 7th monthsary :)

2009-11-24T21:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 7 MONTHSARY BABY :)

Yesterday went over to Far East
to get my heels.
Quite nice & it just cost 30 over dollars.
& the heel is kinda made of steel
so beware when I step on your foot.
LAUGHS.

Will be going to bf house later on,
nothing much to do
but to watch show at there
& slept over there.

7 months already,
so much that we've been through.
But still,
our love never seems to be faded
yet stronger as each day comes.
As we continue to grow with age,
as our memory deteriorated,
I'll still hold your hand
& walk every path with you.
I love you :)

2009-11-23T21:39:00.000-08:00

OFF DAY !
Will be going to town later
with bf & his sister-in-law.
Yesterday bought 1 top
& I love it so much :)

I'm in dilemma.
Should I reborn my hair
or should I perm?
Later I'll upload pictures
with somehow my hair is curl.
laughs.
So do comment huh.

New buy Pooh

K box time

Is it nice with perm with me?

Coffee :)

Tomorrow will be
7 month anniversary with bf.
In case I busy to blog,
I shall say it in advance.
Happy 7 month anniversary my dear :)
I love you.

2009-11-20T06:51:00.001-08:00

Oh F.U.C.K !
My Genting trip was canceled.
Thanks to that "asshole".
Passport can't be taken back,
don't know for what hell
need to be pended.
My case already over so god damn long,
still pend for what?
Forget it !
Though oversea trip was canceled,
but will be going to Pulau Ubin resort.
Cause,
all chalet was fully booked in Singapore,
so have to book at Pulau Ubin.
But still, looking forward to it.
Never in my lifetime,
going to a resort at Pulau Ubin.
LAUGHS.
& I'm looking forward to my leave :)

Tomorrow will be working with Bf.
It's been 2 days since I last saw him :(
Kind of miss him uh.
Bf will be going with me too!!
woo lala :)

2009-11-17T09:55:00.000-08:00

Today off day.
Switch off days with colleague
& I'm off today & tomorrow.
At night went over to Pasir Ris
to take a look at Katherine puppy
& Bf sister-in-law brought 1 back.
It's named Cookie.
Quite small & cute.
Plan to take home
but too bad, mum don't let.
What to do?!
Reached home around 12 plus.

Okay guys.
I won't be onlining during 4-6 December
as I will be going overseas
with Bf, Katherine & Peanut.
We'll prolly going to Genting.
Hopefully it won't cost too much uh.
My budget was around 100 plus?
Including of Hotel la.
Will go check the price online.
& HOPEFULLY,
my passport haven't expire.
Amitabha.

Blog when I'm free.
Still have pictures to upload.
Night :)

Before & after !

2009-11-08T06:48:00.000-08:00

Wednesday
Met baby over at Orchard Central
at around 7pm.
I swear Orchard Central is very beautiful & classy
& it's 12 storey high.
Over there on the highest storey
have a Sky garden
& the scenery over there is superb.
Around 8 plus,
went over to Ajisen to have our dinner,
cost bf $53.
After that headed back home.

Thursday
Went over to bf house
at around 2 pm
Cos' bf finishes school early.
After that watch Jennifer's body,
the show =.=" alright only.
After that slept over at bf house.

Friday
After work,
train-ed over to Pasir Ris
to meet Min,Katherine,Huat & Dean.
Shortly after that,
Barn,Vanessa,Xiao Hei & Zi hao
came over.
Chit chat until around 3.30am
& cabbed home with Min & Huat.

Saturday
Went over to bf house after work
& went to pasar malam to buy some food
& headed back to bf house.
Watched "wo cai wo cai, wo cai cai cai"
& there's a part where 3 girls
take part in a programme,
whereas they came out before
having their make-ups on
& how they look like after putting up make-ups.
Bf & I watched & laugh like some idiots.
Really look damn different.
Make-ups really a elixir for girls.
After make ups,
could make them seriously turn pretty.
& I took a photo
of mine without makeup
& with make ups.
Will post it on later on.

Sunday
Have a tiff with bf
& everything is alright now :)
I love you darling.
Will be going to Tampines for
shopping on Wednesday.
Awaiting for my off day !
Bf is not attending school on Wednesday,
Cos he will be going to CMPB
for some NS checkup.
Bf is freaking afraid for his injection,
he's been thinking about it
for months already.
& I assure him that
it's gonna be alright.
Bf, I know you can do it !
I love you :)

GOT ANY BIG DIFFERENCE? COMMENT COMMENT !!

Orchard Central Sky Garden

I love you bf !

Me, myself & I

2009-11-03T07:15:00.000-08:00

Back to blogging :)
On last Sunday,
Bf & I hit target for our sales.
It's been a long time since i hit it.
But for the past 2 days,
sales hasn't been that great.
Hope it would get better.

Tomorrow off day.
Will be going to Orchard Central to shop,
seem so pretty there.
So decided to go & take a look.
Nothing to blog.
BORED !

Oh,
last Wednesday went over to
Punggol Karaoke pub & drink.
Bf sister in law & me singing
while Bf & his brother playing pool.
The liquor there was damn cheap.
1 bottle of martell cost only $140 !!
1 jug of beer cost only $20.
OMG, such a great deal right?
The air con there was freaking hell cold.
& I was so embarrassed because
Bf sister in law force me to sing !
Imagine so many people hear me singing,
it's damn so freaking hell embarrassed.
But after long,
I won't feel that embarrassed anymore.
After pub,
went over to Punggol Jetty to take a look.
After that,
went over to "white house" to take a look.
Look so eerie there.
But didn't went in afterall.
Last destination,
went over to Simpang Bedok for prata.
I swear I won't eat honey prata
with ice cream anymore !
You'll get diabetes if you always eat it.
Too sweet for me la.
Reach home already 2 plus.
That's all :)

You brought me warmth
when the night is cold *

I love my eyelash

I love my name

I love me eyes :)))))

2009-10-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

Guess what?
My off day have been
changed from Sat & Sun
to Wed & Thurs :)
Means that I could go out with bf once again.
Tomorrow off ^^
Will be meeting bf over at Clementi
at 6pm.
Then will be headed to Hougang
to shop & eat :)
Maybe have rounds of pool.

I'm surrounded by you embrace *

EDITED
ANGEL TAN HAI QI !
I know how you're feeling right now.
I know you're feeling so sucks.
Always remember,
god won't leave people with no way out.
Maybe your decision is right, maybe not.
Think carefully before making this decision,
I don't want you to regret.
Don't cry anymore.
No guys is ever worthy of your tears,
even there's one,
he won't make you cry.
I know you're utterly disappointed.
The choice is yours,
decision is in your own hand.
Whatever decision you do,
I'll support you.
Remember you have me
that always stand by you through everything:)
I love you sister.
I don't know whether you will read this or not
but i still want to write it down.
Be strong, I know you will.
This is the hardest time for you,
I know you will overcome it soon.
I'll always stand by you.
I'm just a phone call away.

25.o4.2oo9 Saturday 9.o9pm

2009-10-25T03:34:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 6 MONTHSARY TO BF & I !

Time flies,
bf & I have been together for half a year already.
Bf gave me a handmade present.
Really appreciate what he did,
I feel so touched (:

Downloaded quite a few English songs.
Will be putting it in my thumbdrive soon.
Tomorrow have to work again, bored !
But finally,
waited for around 2 months
& I'm gonna off on weekdays once again.
Bf say he wanna bring me for steamboat
when I'm off on weekdays (:

Yesterday went Bugis street for shopping
& bought 2 tops for $25 only.
So cheap right,
but I regret buying 1 of it
& I'm maybe not wearing it.
Ah, wasted.

Argh,
Bf keep pestering me..
know what?
HE WANTS ME TO CUT MY HAIR !
I don't want !
My hair gonna reach my backside already.
I've been growing it for around 2 years,
how could I bear to cut it away?
I wanna grow until it reach my backside.
Bf, i don't wanna cut ):

The following pictures
is almost all my own face.
I'm too "zi lian" already.
BUT,
to those who didn't like it,
please scram off (:

Hit me like a ray of sun,
burning through my darkest night.
you're the only one i want.
Think that I'm addicted to your light.
I swore I'd never fall for others.
I love you bf.
Thanks for your present.
6 months & still counting on ....

My hair, I still think it's short ):

look like ghost, YES I KNOW

My 6 months anniversary present (((:

Bf love this picture (:

Is my eyelash long?

OMGZXC

2009-10-18T08:16:00.000-07:00

Come on.
Some ignorant dog spam my blog.
Since when did I say that I'm pretty?
Since when did I not admit that I'm ugly?
Get the FUCKING facts right
before pointing a finger on me :)
Spammers always spammers.
I don't give it a damn to it.
I shall entertain you back
rather than asking you come out,
tagging your own name or
even leave you number down.
I blog whatever I like,
if you're so unhappy about it
then fuck off from my blog,
I didn't beg you to look a wink at my blog.
I don't think that spamming people blog
make you feels proud about it.
I love entertaining idiots,
so if you love to dirty my lovely tagboard,
then so be it.
& oh ya,
I'm magnanimous,
so I won't blame low mentality spammers :)
How sad can it be
that your parent given birth
to such an idiot.
If I'm your parent,
I would jump off to my death already.
laughs.

Enough of my blabbering.
stay at home whole day,
I'm so good girl right?
HAHAHA.
tomorrow have to work again,
tired @.@
But because of money,
I will not give up !

I love you not because of who you are
but because of who I am when I am with you.

Happy belated 18th birthday to KATHERINE TAN !

2009-10-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday around 9.30pm
Katherine, Peanut, Min & JJ
came to Iluma & waited me to end work.
Headed to toilet,
helped Min to makeup
if not we don't know if
she could went in if she didn't make up.
After that on call cab to Boat Quay
& fuck it manzxc.
Due to some deepavali,
there's no cab for us to take,
so no choice have to on call.
Walk around for cab until my leg is gonna broke,
I SWEAR MANZSXC !
Bf is waiting for me at Boat Quay Bk eating house
for nearly half an hour, cos there's no cab?!
KNS.

After met up with bf,
went for sheesha sheesha at Sahara.
Cut cake at Sahara & hop to Chillz Bar.
Called 1 bottle of martel,
Coke & Green Tea for mixer.
Played dice & I drink like mother fucker.
As if it was me that having birthday =.=
my face was freaking hot & red
like monkey backside.
& Katherine was dead drunk.
HAHAH.
Have a fun day afterall..

NEXT !
GO WHICH PLACE TO PLAY?
ST JAMES OR ZOUK?
I WANT CLUB MANZXC.
LAUGHS !

Baby,
thanks for everything.
I love you.
If it wasn't you,
i think i would be drunk yesterday.
loves .

My beloved di & cousin

sheesha ~

You suck it

& you blow it out

Martel, dice & mixer

Do i look like I'm drunk

Monkey backside la

Abortion

2009-10-14T10:19:00.000-07:00

Month One.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

Grab this story from
one of my asshole friend Marilyn.
& this is meaningful, I swear !
I totally against abortion totally.
Sucks manzxc.
It's killing a life la.
When you're having fun outside
& enjoying the process of sex
but why didn't you think that
sex can cause pregnancy?
If you wanna have sex,
think twice before doing it.
Are you sure you can held up
the responsibility of being a mother?
Are you ready for a child at your age
& can you support your own child?
If not, drop the idea of having unprotected sex.
Having pregnant & aborting the child
is totally disgraceful & I look down on you !
You're totally heartless
to kill a innocent life.
ah, whatever.
Even if I have a child,
I won't even abort it,
even if the father doesn't
want to bear the responsibility.

Quarrel with bf today
been so long since we last quarrel
but I'm glad it's over.
I love you.
A hug from you could make
everything turns fine :)

Don't turn your back on me

2009-10-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

Alright,
spend around 2 hours
doing a video for bf.
Couldn't upload it luh,
cos the file to too big manzxc..
But luckily,
i could put it in my phone
& I gonna show it to bf tomorrow.
Hope he like it luh
Bf is finishing work in no time,
& I'm waiting for his call.
laughs.

Guess what,
seriously i dislike spammers la.
Ignorant bunch of dude ><
Dislike me?
Then say it straight to my face
rather than tagging comment
on my lovely tagboard.
tsk tsk.
I don't like entertaining those spammers.
yawn.
spam me more & show what a fool are you.
HAHAHA !

I love my bf :)

Greatest love of all

2009-10-10T22:45:00.000-07:00

Slept around 3 plus yesterday
& woke up at 9 plus today.
TIRED !!
& now I'm home but yet didn't sleep.
Intend to sleep & wake up at 2.30pm for my tv show
but thanks to bf.
He call me & chat until 1pm
& I don't think I can sleep now.
I've been busy downloading songs,
all of old songs but nice & meaningful.
I guess around 20plus songs?
HAHA.

Tomorrow continue working
& my shop have loads of new arrival clothes.
Anyone interested?
laughs.

See there's this place in me
where your fingerprints still rest,
your kisses still linger,
and your whispers softly echo.
It's the place where a part of you
will forever be a part of me

LOVES LOVES LOVES

2009-10-09T23:33:00.000-07:00

PICTURES are not resize
cos' the webby is making me mad.
I think my picture size is too big :(
too bad & sorry for enduring my
ultra big pictures ><

I love you bf.
I enjoy every single minute & second with you :)

Loves

2009-10-05T08:20:00.000-07:00

Back from work.
Today woke up at around 9.40am
& I was late for work.
So cabbed to work with Bf
cos he send me to work.
Bf put new game for me in PSP.
LOVES LOVES.
He put Tekken for me
cos' he know I love fighting games
& is me that pesters him to download.
After that bf went home around 12 plus
& I continue to work.
Wore new clothe to wear
& I've taken many pictures.
Let pictures do all talking :)

Two souls with but a single thought,
two hearts that beat as one *
I love you baby :)

FUCK IT
I CAN'T UPLOAD MY PICTURES.
WILL UPLOAD WHEN IT'S DONE.
NA BUEY -'-

I love my bf

2009-10-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
switch off day with colleague,
slept over at bf house..
Woke up around 1 plus
& went over to LJS to eat.
After that handed a red packet
to bf mother as it's her birthday
& bf mother says I'm crazy :(
After that went over to Tampines,
Bf bought a jacket & a Adidas bag($78)
& I bought a top for $41.90.
After that went to meet bf brother
at lavender happy chef to eat western food.
Not bad luh.
Bf brother send us to TPY to get my line done.
& M1 is #@$%^&*
couldn't sign, make me like a fool.
After that went to snooker zone for pool.
Reach home around 1 plus.

THURSDAY
Working,
bf fetch me from work
& we shop for my heels after work.
So nice la. cost me around 28 bucks only.

FRIDAY
Bf fetch me from work again.
hahas.
& my turn to buy a Adidas handbag.
Cost me around 70 bucks.
bf say he wants couple bag.
So he bought a sling bag
& mine a handbag.
laughs.
What a cute & silly Bf i have :)

SUNDAY
Off day for me,
gonna go out around 6pm,
needa go Bedok to buy
my foundation & lipstick.
After that go Bugis street for shopping.
HAHA.
Then sleep over bf house again.
continue work tomorrow.

& ya,
I've changed number already,
have sign a new line from M1.
Ask me for my new number
in case I didn't tell you.

Baby,
I know that everything
that you did is just wanting
to see a smile from my face.
I can feel it,
I can feel that you love me a lot
& same to me.
I didn't know how to express it
but deep inside my heart,
I know you knew that I love you.

Oh, whatever ~

2009-10-01T09:27:00.000-07:00

Just some random post,
will update more on Sunday.

Friends come & go.
No one could be trust,
no one is true,
not even cousins :)

Angel blood related sister,
thanks for all your care throughout up & down,
you're a great sister to me
& I treasure it a lot :)
Baby, you touched the softest place in me*

Changed phone :))))

2009-09-27T01:35:00.000-07:00

hey hey
guess what?
I've change phone again.
I swear I'm not gonna change phone again
cos from this year around February,
I've changed a total of 6 phones already !
If I change again,
I won't deny the fact that I will be beaten to death
by my Bf :(
So candy,
STOP CHANGING !!

Lastly,
Happy belated 5 months anniversary
to Bf & I :))

And if it all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
the only dream that mattered had come true.
In this life, I was loved by you *

Counting down 5 more days ...

2009-09-20T03:53:00.000-07:00

Bf send me to work on Thursday
& he buy me breakfast.
& I swear the curry puff sold near
my workplace is extremely nice.
Much better than Old Chang Kee manzx.
You all should try it out & you'll agree with me.
Bf bought me a huge fake flower that
I saw at Comic Connection,
it's so cute luh
& bf say that he will buy me one every week :))))

Dyed my hair yesterday
& the outcome doesn't seem good.
Don't make a difference at all.
Waste my precious money !
Will consider to dye on next Saturday perhaps.

Audi last few days & guess what?
Mr Worldstar lose me at cc4
& I've screen shot it :))
Downloaded a few songs
& guess what?
I forgot to bring my thumbdrive back.

Ohh, ohh,
My precious cousin chalet is coming ...
& I think most prolly will be going on Friday
but shall see hows my planning with bf is.
& OH YEA,
my bf is coming with me :))
Miracle huh.
He don't usually like crowded places.

My mum says that my father scolded
that I've not been coming home.
Argh !
If dad really scold me,
I, the daughter of his sure rebel back.
@#$%^&*
When I'm home, he FORCE me to go out
& when I'm out, he scolded for not coming home :(
What a crazy father I have >.<

Baby,
5 days more to our 5 months anniversary.
There's happiness & sadness throughout
but what matters is that
through everything,
I learned to treasure you bit by bit.
& I know you love me truck load too.
HAHAHA !
I'm thinking of what to buy
for Bf for our 5 months.
Any SUGGESTION please :((

You're the one, through it all *

My handsome lil one

2009-09-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

2nd post for today
Play Audition for few hours
& now I'm seriously bored.
My bf is finishing work real soon
& waiting for his call :)

Yesterday bought hair dye for him.
He's stressing alot
cos' the color is too bright, too gold
& he says that he seem like a gangster now.
But I do think quite handsome luh,
gangster is a bit ><
& I've taken pictures of our pooh family,
they are so cuteeeeeeee la.

Baby,
I'm sad sad sad luh.
when you didn't get your hair dye,
you seem so disappointed.
But when I bought it for you
& you says that you're stress
cos' of the color is too bright.
Sigh, what can I do so that you're really happy?
Teach me alright?

Yesterday saw a big big fake flower
at comic connection
& I pester bf to buy it for me.
But he says it's too ugly luh, not nice.
So in the end, never buy.
But after that he say if I like it then buy
but i don't want.
Cos I don't dare to bring it & walk around.
Embarrassing><

My bf is crazy in love with Pooh Bear.
& his 10 year old pooh is so smelly.
But afterall, i still love all his pooh bear :))))

You're the one for me , through ups & down*

Tired tired & tireddddddd ..

2009-09-13T02:50:00.001-07:00

Bf is working now
& I just woke up not long ago,
I guess around 5?
Please please don't call me a pig.
cos i slept over at bf house yesterday,
after eating, we watch TV until 2 plus
then I sleep, bf sleep at 3 plus.
Woke up at 9 plus & bf mrt-ed to work
& I mrt-ed back to home.
Slept around 11am & woke up around 5.
& now, I'm downloading Audition manual patch.
Stupid, I don't know what I press
& now needed to re-download manual patch.
Nowadays, Audition patch until really sucks,
the thingy keep hang. argh.

I miss bf damn real lot.
9 months later, here I come :))
I'm tired again,
should sleep more manzcxcxcxc !!!

You the one who held me up, never let me fall *

phew !

2009-09-12T01:49:00.000-07:00

WA YAYAYAYA.
Finally done.
Change blog skin
& I think it's really nice.
What's your comment?
laughs.
Took me real long to change this blog skin.
I hope it look good luh.

It's Saturday,
gonna buy hair dye for baby as surprise
cos I know he's disappointed
of not getting it
So as the Gf of his,
I shall do the job to make him happy.
Will be going Bf house to watch DVD.
Bought it on Tuesday
but never had the chance to watch it
so today I shall watch it !

Yesterday Bf send me home from work
& eat Macdonald for supper.
No, NO !!!
No more supper for me anymore.
Boo, if not I will become a big fatty la.
After eating
slack at my house downstair
until bf father send him home.
I'm totally crazy yesterday,
I dance & bf video-ed it
& after that we watch it,
we laugh like crazy.

Most of all,
Happy birthday to boss (TLF)
May all your wishes come true.
& last long with your gf :)

You're the reason for my laughter & joy *
*The time that I'm truly happy is the time that there's no quarrel

2009-09-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

Today off day,
tomorrow have to go back to work once again.
BORED !
Yesterday slept over at Bf house,
woke up at 9.50am & bf went to work
& I went home.
Reach home around 11.15
& went to sleep.
Bf bomb my phone at 5.30pm
& disturb my lovely dream.
Now, I'm using my com.
Audi-ing, msn-ing, watching vcds,
talking with bf & blogging.
Download Audition songs.
Epik high One & 1 minute 1 second.

Bf is nagging at me now,
saying that I didn't listen to him talking.
Saying I'm always busy doing things.
Blah, my bf is such an ass !!

180cfm Brown Eyed Girl you

Club dance(bf & I )

Couple FM

17 hearts

EDITED

I've level-ed to level 37.
WOOTS !!

2009-09-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

Finally it's off day again.
Been few weeks didn't go shopping
with bf already.
But still, it's alright.
I can go shopping all by myself ya.
Bought a fairytale book for myself on last Saturday
& I've read it for 3 times.
Gonna shop for more later on.
Now gonna buffer my Final Destination & see.
Going to Tampines mall later on
to shop for cardigan & my books.
I'm so "educated" right?
cos' I've been reading books & doing
assessment for the past 2 weeks.
Aiya, all simply cause I'm too bored at work also.
Maybe gonna shop for coloring book.
So that I could color during work time =.="
lame !
Bf bought for me a Hello Kitty cup
& I simply love it a lot.
& oh, our ROM date will be changed to 25june2010.
Because I think that on my birthday
not auspicious all that.

Baby,
I know that you've given everything
you have for me.
I know you love me too.
You never let me felt lonely.
The time when I'll felt lonely
is the time I didn't see you.
I needn't have to elaborate so much.
I know you knew I love you.

*I'll never leave you alone*

2009-09-04T08:01:00.000-07:00

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I a Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the
sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by
you
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into
my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of
you

Yuppes,
this song is dedicated to my
only love Mr Yean Chee Weng :)
I love you.
Argument have finally resolved.
*kisses*

* The heart bear no distances towards 2 person truly in love *

2009-09-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

Everything came to this point,
what more could I say?
I don't see the reason why
I should pick up your call this very moment.
Quarrels,quarrels & more quarrels.
I'm sick of it.
Everything I did for you,
you don't seem to see it.
You just only know saying that
my attitude sucks & all.
But the love, the effort
& the little thing I do,
did you ever see that?
You once said,
I'm just a grass to you.
Before together you take me as a precious gem
but after more quarrels occur,
you just take me as grass.
But still, I laugh it off.

The little pieces of paper,
written how much I love you,
wanted to pass to you on Friday or Saturday
but I guess it should be pass to
the rubbish bin already.

You never know your word can kill.
Your word can hurt me like MOTHER FUCKER.
I don't know if its your true words
or it just a moment of anger.
You told me you didn't know
what did you did wrong that you knew me.
It isn't the first time
you saying those harsh words to me.
I certainly know one thing ...
If you really love one person,
you won't even bear to say out
those harsh word to her.

At this very moment,
I just feel like crying
but I force myself not to.
I don't want to cry for you anymore, not anymore.
More than 50 messages received from you,
more than 15 missed call.
I won't reply nor will I pick up.
You never know how much you've hurt me
& I guess you will never know.

You always say,
put myself in your shoes.
But did you really understand me?
I don't meant to throw temper on you.
I'm just tired, freaking freaking tired.
Let the things remain unsaid.
Whatsoever, everything have ended.
I want nothing from you,
I just want to be alone.
Even if you're coming tomorrow
to my workplace to make a din,
just go ahead, I'm tired already.

4 months & 1 week,
it just ended just like this.
Anything that is meant not to be mine,
I just have to let go.
I know this is the time I've to let go.
The ring, I'll put inside the cupboard.
Take it back on Saturday.

You never remember how much
I put in in this relationship.
You only remember my attitude, my temper.
You never remember how much
you mean to you.
You never remember you said
before that your word is harsh.
You never know you hurt me deeply.
You never remember my good point,
you only remember my bad point.
You will never forget about
saying my ex-es.
& I hate to hear it.
Can you hear it?
My heart is breaking into pieces...
I know we can never
be back to the past anymore.
Because everything have changed
& the past is always the past.
Goodbye, my love ..

2009-08-30T09:20:00.000-07:00

Overdue pictures.
& I hope everything has been solved.
You know I love you.

2009-08-30T02:29:00.000-07:00

Sigh ...
Everything have changed.
& I've no comment for it.
Long lasting? I doubt so ... ...
I don't know how long could we last.
I felt tired for everything.

My temper could be bad,
could be damn freaking bad,
I'm not a good gf nor a perfect one.
Not the one you're looking for.
But still,
I've a heart that truly love you.
But I know,
someday you will leave my life ... forever
If by leaving me,
you'll be happier, I'll let you go.
Cause I know,
someday ... somehow ...
You'll leave.

I'm tired ...
Please love me for who I am ...
Someday, I know I couldn't take it anymore.
So stab me hard into my heart
& let me bleed to death ...

*Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby 
I wanted you *

2009-08-26T08:30:00.000-07:00

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害...
不要轻易说爱，
许下的诺就是欠下的债...
老鼠对猫说我爱你
猫说你走开，
老鼠流泪走开，
谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪...
其实有一种爱情叫做放弃...
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险...
女人善变的是脸，
男人善变的是心...
在爱情的世界里，
没有谁对不起谁，
只有谁不懂珍惜谁...
遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开...
要记得抓紧爱情,而不是抓伤彼此的感情...
不要忘了真爱难寻...

2009-08-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED 4 MONTHSARY BABY !!

Yesterday is our 4 anniversary,
I've bought a long sleeve shirt for bf
& he bought me a bun soft toy for me :))
I named it as "tou tou".
It's so cute that I can't help but to hug her.

Nothing to blog anyway,
same old thing.
Work, home, sleep.
But still enjoy my life with baby :)
Loves.

Baby,
i love you :)

2009-08-23T04:21:00.001-07:00

shit it.
Dreamt about 4 number days ago.
Went to buy for Saturday & Sunday.
Bought 4380 1 big 1 small(baby want me to buy small).
Then Saturday open 0348 starters.
Then Sunday which is today,
none open.
My money was being eaten.
Argh.

Was at home the whole day.
wow, i actually didn't talk with dad
for more than 2 weeks already.
Yea, i don't even care.
This home is much more a place
for me to sleep in, that's all.
No warmth, no love, nothing.
As for mum,
nagging me for almost everyday
& I'm gonna go crazy someday.
She, take money more than everything else.
Who says guest account could not download anything?
Is YOU didn't know how to
& then you scolded me?
Install, download so many fucking things
inside my computer & making it so fucking lag.
YOU !
Computer breakdown & I bring it down
for repair.
cab fare or whatever, you didn't pay a cent !
Everything is me dig out from my own pocket.
Of cause i have the right to delete
anything that causes my computer to lag.
& of cause i would lock my user account.
HEY MUM,
you know what is privacy?
Get a life you know?
Not that I didn't want to be a filial daughter,
is you don't deserve it.
I rather eat, i rather sleep
rather stay out from home
than staying at home seeing BOTH of yours face.
GET IT?

I LOVE YOU x3

2009-08-22T03:33:00.000-07:00

Off today & tomorrow.
woots. happy woo lala~
3 more days to 4 months anniversary
of Bf & I.
Later on gonna reach Iluma early
cos wanna buy him his anniversary present.
& after he finish work,
gonna watch movie.
Either "where got ghost" or "Orphan".
& needa buy dinner for Bf also.
Because of me,
he left with no money to eat.
Poor Bf.

Times with you
is the hardest thing to erase
from my memory.
At times,
quarrel occurs & i wanted to give up.
But I can't bring myself to.
Because I simply love you that much.
Loves.
Bf & I decided to get engage on
my birthday next year :)
Hopefully everything turn out fine.
Next year engagement is fine with us
as our financial is not as tight anymore.
On 2011,
Bf gonna appeal for house
for ourself :)

2009-08-18T08:43:00.000-07:00

sigh.
I'm tired, really very tired.
Quarrel, quarrel & more quarrels.
How many time must we quarrel
in a month then it's enough?
I've it enough, really enough.
Everything that happen,
it seems like my fault.
Seems that everything it's me
that wanted to quarrel.
Alright, everything is me.

Everytime quarreling like this.
LAST LONG?
It's just a pathetic dream of us.
I don't even dare to think
can we even last until end of the month.
I promised that I would never
tear in front of you anymore
& I will do it.

Everything happens for a reason.
Every time quarrel,
you angry.
Hello, I feel so good quarreling with you huh?!
We used to be so sweet in the past.
What happen to now?
& what will happen in the future?
I can't imagine.

Yea,
I admit my freaking attitude is hell.
but hey,
I've got to work for freaking 11 & half hour.
Sitting inside the shop like a retard,
I won't feel tired huh?!
I'm sick & tired of quarreling with you.

I once said before.
For me,
quarreling too much will cause my love
for that person fade.
I don't wish for that to happen.
& I've said before,
if our relationship doesn't work out,
You'll be the last guy I'm dating.
I'm not gonna trust guys anymore.
You're the one that build up my trust back,
don't betray the trust I've for you.
I don't want to believe that
true love doesn't exist.
I've given you everything,
putting all my love & concern into this relationship.
Somehow,
I hope this would last too.
But will we? Idk.

杯子都已经空了
闭上眼睛心里下起大雪
天寒又地冻
是不是到了
爱情结帐的时候
只剩下各自买单的寂寞
为什么当我推开门
他没有来拉住我
他还不懂还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔
他还不懂永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
要用什么
融化这一片沉默
在四周的冷空气里叹息化成烟飘走
过去的种种在心里滚成雪球
怕还没说话泪就会先流
爱不是他给得不多
是不知道我要什么
都是背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多心也有坠毁的时候

2009-08-14T22:06:00.000-07:00

Heyo
I'm so darn tired.
Hasn't been off for 9 day
& now I'm finally off.
Stay over at Bf house yesterday
& now he went to work
& I reach home around 11am.
Edit my blog, play Audition
& now it's 1.05pm.
I guess I'm turning in so soon.
I'm still tired, oh so tired.

Will meet baby after I wake up,
will sleep over his house again as usual.
Before going Iluma,
will go to Bedok Interchange
to buy DVD as he requested.
He wanted me to buy Fast & Furious.
Guess what?
My Audition skill dropping, drop & finally dropped !
Should train more already
if not I'll be a noob.
argh, that's what I don't wanna hear.

Gotta turn in soon,
bye peeps:)

EDITED ....

Don't know why.
now really can't tolerate small kids.
If spammers would come down
to meet you face to face,
they're not call spammer already.
For whatever reason it is,
Settling problems by fighting,
settling by scolding each other
parent or etc,
really shows that you're not grown up at all.
Fighting, gangster?
Hello this is the 21th century already.
No one play gangster already.
Play gangster in Singapore?
Be prepared to go prison only
& spend your future there then.
There no loyalty in this world,
When you've problems,
everyone runs.
Police catch,
you're betrayed.
How many true friends are there in this world?
How many willing to stick with you
through everything that come by?
1, 2 or 3?
This type of people gonna extinct soon.
Believe only yourself & your family.
Family won't betray you nor harm you.
Childish people have childish thoughts.
They do think that fighting & act gangster
can solve everything in this world.
Act gangster, scolding all vulgarities you can to people,
shows how proud you are? how "suk" you are?
No, this shows that you're a coward,
a pathetic loser.
Oh, get a life to these people.

2009-08-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

Woohoo..
My computer is fine already.
Tuesday went over to my friend house
& he repair for me for FREE
plus give me a 1gb ram.
so good right.
laughs.
But i actually reach home around 2am?
Woot & now i simply tiredddddd....
8 days didn't off already,
off day will be change to Satuday & Sunday
means?
Bf & I have no time to go out together already.
But it's alright huh.
Cos we can save more money :)

Anyway,
I've change phone again.
From Nokia 5800 to Sony Ericsson W705.
Due to the stupid problem with my 5800
so have to sell it away & change a new one.

I'm active back to audition ONCE AGAIN.
Happy happy woo lala.
Okay, I'm crazy.

Blog again when I've the time,
Maybe Saturday?
I don't know.
we'll see.

I love you baby :)

2009-07-22T21:54:00.000-07:00

Well,
blogging now
because of wanted to rant on somethings yea.

Hey,
what's wrong about getting pregnant
before marriage?
In this century,
who cares about that?
As long as both is in love,
so why can't they pregnant before marriage?
Saying the girls slut or bitches or even cheap
to be in this situation,
then what about the guys?
If the guys didn't want to have sex,
didn't even shoot in,
will the girls get pregnant? NO !
It takes 2 hand to clap,
by blaming the girl
doesn't show how great you are.
All these people that critisize others marriage
or even babies,
doesn't have the right to live in this world.
Or rather, you're just so uncivilised.
Getting pregnant before marriage
OR marriage after pregnant is their own choice.
No one have the right to intervene people privacy.
Look, young mummies is great too.
At least they done their very best
to take care of the child.
If you don't understand the situation of theirs,
so why comment so much?
If girls getting pregnant is bitches or sluts,
doesn't it shows that YOUR mum is one of them too?
Get some life alright,
no point getting into a conclusion like this.
It's their life, their choice
you can do nothing but to wish them all the best.
Giving negative comments on them
doesn't get you anywhere.
& who says without any education,
you can get no jobs?
AT LEAST you willing to work hard,
willing to work long hours & such,
there's sure a job out there for you.
If only with high education people can get a job,
then I don't see why are there so many
people graduate from universities remain jobless.
There's a will, there's a way,
surely there's way to earn money.
God won't leave people with no way out.
& why should you people getting so shock
about people unwed pregnancy?
Laughs !
Are you living in the dinosaurs century?
Have some modern thinking dude.
At least they give birth to the babies
& take the responsibilities to care & love them,
rather than aborting it.
You people giving negative comments on
those unwed pregnany women shows that
you're living on your own freaking whole
& never sees the world before.
Getting pregnant is sooner or later,
they just wanto settle down earlier,
does that concern you at all?
At least they can raise the child up
though have to save & earn more money.
As long as they really loves the child,
they're willing to slog in order to give their child the best.
Then what about you?
Eating your parent shit that's why
your mouth is so freaking smelly?
You can do nothing but to give them your support.
Saying more negative comments on people
& you will get your retributions.
Who knows in the future,
you have no kids to accompany till death?
Who knows your kids will be retard?
Say more negative comment on people
& your kids will become like this FUCKER.

Alright enough of all this.
Really can't take it people saying girls.
Women are great mammals ok.
At least some women don't need guys
also can raise the child up.
In fact,
Bf & I also intend to have a baby first.
Because after he sign on,
at least baby will accompany me
& I won't be so bored.
But after much thoughts,
both of us intend to save more money
before getting marriage.
Like that we can give more for our baby.
We intend next year july to get married.
So well,
hoping things will turn out just fine ya.
Today off day,
I guess Bf is sleeping soundly still.
Shall wait for him wake up first
then come down meet me.
LOVES

2009-07-15T09:38:00.000-07:00

Alright alright.
Computer is still down at the moment,
so currently using my sister lappy to blog.
For now, I'm working permanently
at Iluma, Bugis from 10.30am-10pm.
Which means I needn't have to rotate work place.
& guess what? I'm having 2 off days each week.
This means I'm having more time with my bf.
But business is getting bad at Iluma.
Hope business will be better soon
if not I'll be rot to dead in shop ALONE !

For now,
Bf & I have been working hard to
save more money.
We've given ourself 20 months to save 8-9k.
Not easy though but as long as we believe,
then we can do it.
& now, bf & I also have been spending lesser money
& lesser entertainment for us.
But I'm fine with it
cos' after 20 months or so,
we'll have got much more entertainment yea?
So, bitterness at the front & sweetness at the bad.
Not bad at all though.
So good luck to Bf & me alright.

As each day pass,
our love grew deeper towards each other.
Though we don't really say it out,
but we know clearly
how important is each other in our heart.
& we know how dearly we can't part from each other.
Our promises, our vow, our ring
it will never be broken since the day we fell.
The ring,
always remind us the importance of each other
& never betray each other no matter what.
Through better or worst,
I'm here with you.. through it all :)
I'm willing to sacrifice everything of mine..
all because of you dearest :)

Every moment spend with you,
is the moment I treasure...

2009-07-07T22:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO !
My computer is down for the moment
& been so busy so didn't have the time to blog.
Need wait till when my computer
is fine & I'm a bit free :)
Sorry peeps.

2009-06-09T10:46:00.001-07:00

Baby,
thanks for everything you've given.
The love, care & simply everything of yours.
You pull me out of my past,
making me felt visible in this world,
letting me have the will to live,
giving me the faith to love once again.
This post is delicate to you & only you.
I don't know what I'll be without you.
Maybe flirting still?
Or maybe, maybe I don't know.
I can't imagine days without you with me.
Every Friday is the happiest day for me,
because it's the only day i could feel
you hugging me to sleep.
Throw away the past
& let's go through our future together.
3 years, I'll wait or rather
we'll wait.
Remember our promises,
remember all the memories we have.
I love your kisses,
your hug, your retard face
& simply love everything of yours.
No one let me felt so special before
& no one let me felt so important before.
& I know time will never change
the love within our heart.
Thousands & millions of words
couldn't explain the love I've for you.
Action speaks louder than word
& you know, I love you more than my life.
陈佳丽爱甄志荣

2009-06-04T10:20:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE FOR ME !!!
I'M TURNING 19 ON SATURDAY 6TH JUNE :)))))))

blog again when I'm free,
I'm so darn tired & busy :((

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CANDY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :))))

2009-05-24T10:10:00.001-07:00

I'm oh so busy these days
that I didn't even have the time
to on the computer.
Have been working & being with baby
all these while.
Oh, I'm so broke now
if only those who owed me money
would return me back.
Ahh, forget it.
I know they wouldn't anyway.

A lot of pictures in my phone
but ya didn't have the time to upload.
But well, next time alright.
Too tired to upload those pictures.
These few days, until i get my pay,
have to count on baby to support me.
If not i really can go "eat grass".

Baby,
I enjoy each & every moment
that i spend with you.
No words could describe all
the feelings I had for you in my heart.
Though we feel so tired everyday
but still, we never fail to see each other.
Because we just can't seem to be separated.
I love you baby.

The way you are ; the love I want

# truly, deeply, madly ;

2009-05-13T10:08:00.000-07:00

Have not been online these few days.
Not that free anyway.
Was busy working & meeting my baby.
I'm happy working
in the new environment of mine
& I'm glad I'm picking up things fast.
Anyone interested to buy
couple tees or T-shirt, Polo Tees
can tag me in my tagboard.
I'm loving my new job
but i know i love my baby more.
Pictures will be uploaded when I'm free
or when I'm posting my next entry.

Baby,
I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love
be everything that you need.
Remember this song?
I'll always remember this song in mind.
Thanks for the Hello Kitty that you gave,
thanks for everything you've done.
It's deeply appreciated by me.
I'm feel touched deep down in my heart
for everything you've done.
I love you baby :))))

2009-05-09T04:24:00.000-07:00

I've been rotting at home
for the whole freaking day, gosh.
Sitting in front of the computer
& blog hopping those young mummies blog.
They're young but i don't think
they have any problem raising their children up.
Some are even single mother
& I seriously proud of them.
They can actually raise their child up
by themselves even though they're single parent.
Fuck those bastards that
doesn't take any responsibility for their pregnant girlfriend.

I'm seriously bored
that I actually do nothing.
Monday will be starting work soon
& I'm awaiting for that day.
I rather work than staying at home shake leg luh.
Sitting down & face the computer whole day
make me feels headache now.
My baby is working now
& he's complaining to me that
he has been busy since few hours back.
Telling me that there's so many customers
that he could hardly rest awhile.
My poor baby is working so hard to support me.
I've such a good bf right?
Don't envy me please, hah !

I'm seriously missing you
oh-so much now.
Hoping time could pass faster
so that I could see you.
Thanks for not minding my complicated past.
I love you boy.

2009-05-08T13:50:00.000-07:00

Phew.
It's now already going to 5am
& still I'm blogging here.
Because?
I'm editing new image for my blog,
took me quite some time to do it.
Hope baby will like it ya?

Went to town with baby & his cousin today
as his cousin going to Gucci to buy his belt.
It cost $480 man, gosh.
After that walk around with baby
after his cousin went back.
& my new heels is making me pissed off,
having so many blister & it's hell for me.
Attitude with baby because of my bloody leg
& the bloody weather.
Oh, so sorry baby :)
After that went to eat dinner
then sat at my house downstairs to chat.
Around 3am,
baby father came & fetch him.
& me? home sweet home.
I'm oh-so tired now,
going to sleep real soon.

Baby,
i love you.. really.
Remember all our promises we've made.
I began to fall deeper & deeper for you.
Hoping this love really last.
& remember what you say?
You're my last love.
I'm your fiance & your beloved wife :)

# love paradise ;

2009-05-07T23:31:00.001-07:00

Met baby almost everyday
because I'm starting work
in baby company on Monday.
Hope everything turns out fine ya
& hope that I'll pick up things faster.

Will be meeting baby at town later on at 4plus.
Hope that I won't be late & he won't too.
Later will be window shopping alright,
no more spending for me.
I've spend around $160 in 3 days.
& now i'm damn broke.
So no more spending
& I know baby will not let me buy anything :(

Baby,
every moment spending with you
is a treasure.
I treasure everytime that I've with you.

2009-05-05T20:59:00.000-07:00

Met baby yesterday at City Hall
for interview at Marina Square.
& guess what, I chose bubble tea as my next job.
But ya, kind of feels so weird eh.
Baby company also hiring people
so decided to give it a try?
Send-ed my resume in as
the person asked me to.

Yesterday went to TPY to get my hair done.
From 7.30pm,
baby waited for me until 10pm
just to wait for my hair.
From my black hair,
bleach it & get a very gold hair
& baby says that i look like an "ah lian".
After bleaching, dyed my hair reddish.4
Baby & sister says that it look really nice.
Cost me $80 for my length.
Cheap right?
Later shall post the pictures up
& i do think it's cheap cos of my hair length.

Baby,
i really do love you.
Thanks for everyday.

After bleaching

dang dang, my reddish hair
but look more reddish in RL

# quitted ;

2009-05-04T23:32:00.000-07:00

Oh, must have been surprised
that i actually blog now?
Sad to say that I've quitted my job.
Due to things happened
& baby insisted that I should quit my job right away.
Baby nearly beat my colleague up yesterday
but luckily i stopped him,
if not i could not imagine the worst that might happened.
After that quarreled with baby
& after that talk a lot of thing
& we're fine already.
Sat at my house downstair
& chat until around 1.40am
& baby send me up.
Baby is jealous of my Nokia 5800 :)))

Baby,
thanks for the phone.
& as I've promised,
i've quitted my job.
You know how much you mean to me.
& now,
I'm serious in us, our future.
I love you honey.

# Happy moments ;

2009-05-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not posting
these few days.
Was busy accompanying baby & work.
& finally probation already discharge.
Congrats me please.
laughs.

29April2009
Went to MCYS with parent
& then to TPY mrt station to meet baby.
Mrt-ed to Suntec watch a Malaysian haunted movie.
After that went to Bedok to have pizza hut
for our dinner :))
Home sweet home after that.

2&3April2009
Baby fetch me from work
& sat at my house downstair to chat till 2am plus
then home sweet home.

Most of all,
i enjoy the time i had with baby.
& guess what?
I've changed phone once again.
From E66 to Nokia5800.
Loud & nice phone.
Thanks baby for the phone :))
Will be engaged to baby next year.
Hope nothing went wrong in between uh.

& baby,
I didn't agreed that I wanna marry you eh.
laughs.
Thanks for everything you've done for me,
much appreciated.
& baby,
remember ! SHUT LUH !
Pictures depict million words.
Let photo do all the talking :)

Baby dolling up longer than a girl !

Our first dinner :)

My new shop :))

it's real eye lash with no mascara ~

# I love you ;

2009-04-27T08:09:00.001-07:00

Alright,
I don't wish to private my blog already.
That ignorance spammer "Mike"
want to spam my blog
just do it.
I'll just ignore you
& let my friends see how childish are you.
laughs.

Today is so tired
having to pack so many phone in boxes.
Because my shop is moving to Tampines tomorrow.
Baby came to fetch me today
& bought me food.
& he send me home again.
He's so bad luh huh.
Didn't let me pay the cab fare everytime.
I don't want to waste his money la >.<
He's more tiring than me.
Because having to study from Monday-Friday
& working on Saturday & Sunday.
What a hardworking Bf I've right.

Thanks baby
that i could change phone next week.
Thanks for everything that he've done for me.
Awaiting for Wednesday,
will be going to MCYS with parent
to sign probation discharge paper,
then going out with baby to see movie & shopping !

Baby,
thanks for everything you've done.
Much appreciated.
I love you.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

# Blissfully in love ;

2009-04-26T08:37:00.001-07:00

Alright,
past is meant to be kept as memories right?
So I shall not dwell on the past anymore.
Whatever it is,
I'm happy with my life right now.
With a world best BF with me,
what's more should I felt down with?
Hope nothing will get in between us ya.
Good luck to me then :))

bf & his friend :))